Read what the cat says today...Know what? It totally IRKS me when I see couples. Especially those hugging on the trains. I feel like strangling them. It's not I'm jealous or what. It's not as if I'd not been there done that. I'm already thinking differently. Precisely because I'd been there done that, I don't like the whole idea of being attached. As my MSN nick suggests, for until I die, hopefully, I'll remain single. I don't wish to have a 'my other half' or what. It's just..grr. I may still fantasize abit, I'm still a female yeah? But the real thing, no thank you very much.
Of course, again, many will say, you're only 21, it's too early to decide. Yes, it may be, but I tend to think older than my actual age. It's a hinderance to be attached. And after reading all those news on unwed mothers, bad marraiges, and that ODist, yes, I think I don't want to fall into such a cycle. I still have alot to do, 50, 60 years ain't enough. Anyone's life can be complete enough WITHOUT having a 'other half'. It depends on how you think.
I guess I'll just work hard for my 2nd upper, which I'll get when I;m 23, work for the next 5 years, probably study for my Masters, save up enough money, and go to either Japan or Australia of New Zealand to study veterinary. By the time I finish the DVM degree, I'll be 35. No time at all for love. Human relationships. No. Too complicated. And I'll continue to work, and further my studies. Do research, maybe invent vaccines or what. And that's it. End of life. Happy? Yes. Because my children will b the animal clients that I've treated, saved, and reared. Right now, I call my Siamese bettas my boys.
The simple joy of having pets.
When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---
posted @ 3/03/2005 12:53:00 PM
