Read what the cat says today...I shall admit that my absence in blogging is no thanks to some person. Everytime I want to write something, the first thought would be, "Now what would this *** think." Of course, I know I shouldn't be disturbed by what the *** thinks, but I suppose, like what a peep said, "It matters alot how others think of me." How true.
Even though now I'd changed the address of my blog, it actually is not difficult to sniff out my blog. I don't write to be criticised, to be called names, just as neither of you want to. It's been one month since I felt like this, and as time pass, the feeling fades, but nonetheless it is still there to haunt me. I know some peeps will feel bad about this but its no fault of you guys ya? Anyway, this should end, and this ***, well, I can only say some people can criticise about others like nobody's business, but they don't know they too are not flawless either. Just that they never/refuse to realise. -shrugs-
Some random thoughts btw:
-I don't feel like reading English novels anymore. Somehow it seems quite foreign now to read English, other than reading reading newpapers or journals or textbooks. =x
-After buying my Jap textbook for more than 1 week, I have not finish one chapter. What is with me!! I keep procrastinating to: do Kumon math, do cross stitch, come online. =x It's only a few more weeks to school reopen! (even though I'm not taking Jap 5. But so what.)
-I have not watched Tsubasa Chronicles since Ep2. I have not been watching Japan Hour for weeks. I am contemplating to install Starhub Cable just because of that NHK channel. -gah- $15/mth!! This is daylight robbery!!
-I shall continue to be, in some people's term, "self-centered and -gasp- BIMBOTIC" while blogging. I wonder why that "B" word was applied to me. I am no Xiaxue nor am I any SPG. Is this "flattery" or what. -shakes head- Some people have weird thinking. =xWhen I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---
posted @ 6/13/2005 08:41:00 PM