Read what the cat says today...Falling asleep at night hasn't been very easy these days. Have this urge to listen to those sad songs I have on my laptop (yes I mistreated my lappy these nights. =x) and trying very very very hard not to think, not to cry, and not to imagine things. =x
Yesterday I delibrately went back to lab before meeting HJ for lunch after biotech lecture, wondering if I'll meet either on my way back to lab, or on my way down to the canteen. Turns out to be the latter, and I met him at the stairs. Was it me, or he DID look somewhat angry or pissed. He couldn't recognise me (my hair was down) until abit closer, and he barely managed a "Hello" and climbed up the stairs as I was going down.
ZL, I think our situation abit alike. Both our *insert name(s)* are popular with the opposite gender. =x This is not very good. I always see him with some other galS (the s is in CAPS not for nothing eh). If biotech I'm in the same grouping as him, it'll be again he being the only guy in the group. (Some idiot alphabetically before us dropped out, and *insert name* moved up a space, meaning he's the 16th person in class. If practical groups are in groups of 4, we'll be in different groups.)
*I'm getting neurotic.*
Tell me I HAVE to do something about it. Forgetting him as a crush is the best solution, but worst to do.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---
posted @ 1/21/2006 02:22:00 PM