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2006-02-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

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Got tagged by sq..teehee.

1) whether I like female or male
Guy lor. Tho er, I know surely there's some funny person will say I like girl. =x

2) 8 criteria for my ideal partner
-MUST like animals. It is a MUST because I definitely will turn my house into a mini-zoo in the future.
-Understands music. But don't go all classical on me (like YD kia. He's getting under my nerves such that I BLOCK *oops* him on MSN now. Come, if he knows, go on and don't talk to me bah. I don't give a damn liao.).
-Preferably in the same field as me bah. So got more common topics.
-Not more than 3 years older. More than that got generation gap.
-Please be taller than me, and not too skinny, not too fat either.
-No major illness or genetic defiency.
-Cannot earn less than me as well.
-Can tolerate my mood swings. And not be a pessimist.
-Er, a few more. Don't every 5 min ask me where I am, what I am doing, who I am with. It's downright irritating, and I don't buy the crap saying you're concern. =x Bullshit la. You're insecure that's for sure. And ah, don't try to convert me to like things I really don't like, but you like, coz I am me and you are you. If I am you you are me, then might as well fuse together. WTF. Last one, must understand why I like Jap stuff.

3) list out 8 friends whom I hope to see them doing this in their blog too
Eh. Angel, Weebee, Juan, and I don't know liao. Nat bah. 8 pple is too many.

gah. After doing this tag, I feel I might as well stay single lor. None of the guys will make it to all 11 of my categories.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

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Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to *small eyes*
Happy BIrthday to you

How sad for me.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

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Yesterday was another gathering of some sort with the people in my lab. My lab seems quite happening hor. Anyway, the senior lab officer got promoted (to what post I dunno la, definitely confined to lab that's for sure), so she invited us to her house for a BBQ. She's rich ok. Boss and another guy (lecturer) were invited, and us the small fries on the same level too. It was a fun gossipy dinner with both the honours students and the post-grads. Actually it was more like an interrogating session for one of the ex-post-grad. *scandalous news only for those who were under him when he was still a TA in NUS* In the midst of his interrogation, he was trying to set me up with one of the honours guy. -_- "Good Christian guy!" The one who folded flowers for everyone in lab during Valentine's la. Er, thankx but no thanks eh. If he's not a Christian I may consider.

Now, I'm not anti the religion, but just that two people of different religion can't really be together without having conflicts about the religion eh? It explains why most Christians want to find a bf/gf of the same religion. -shrugs- *Oh, and he's my senior too! As in, was from NJ as well, this honours guy. *

Dinner ended pretty late, and we all (the small fries) left at 11.45. -_- There were 8 of us, and someone suggested going KBox. Gah. So late liao so I went home. The rest went AMK KBox, and who knows what time they left. Hehehe.

Why we left so late was coz, the host insisted we help her finish up 2 bottles of wine that were only half consumed. So everyone except two who were driving had to drink. Yep, me drank 1 glass of 13.5% alcohol red wine. And someone commented, "Eh, JR's face don't turn red one! Can drink some more!" -_- And us being Life Science pple, the conversation changed to how people like me whose face doesn't turn red lack NADH and can't metabolise the alcohol or what not. So the conclusion is, I should not drink so much. =x *what the* Oh, and I wasn't tipsy at all. Muahahaha. Maybe 1 glass only.

Long long day tomorrow. Ciao.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

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One week since I last blogged. Haiz busy busy busy this mid-term break. It's really no holidays actually. I went back to school everyday, and got chased around by my boss. =x *sigh* My report has to be churned out soon if not I'll never get a decent grade for UROPS.

Monday: Went to school to have lunch with zl. Interesting lunch I'll say. Finally I'd ate at every faculty canteen. Muahahaha. Were gossiping *yes gossip* and comparing animes and *ahhm* photos. Hehehe.

Tuesday: Saw my mentor cried, and heard that she had been crying since Friday. And she "abandoned" me since Wednesday. Which explains why I'm being chased around by my boss. AAAHHHHH!! Come back ah!! Don't leave me alone leh!! =x
After I left lab, went to kajiao Takeda sensei. Muahahaha. His stomach growled DAMN LOUDLY when he was going through my grammar practices!! *chuckles* Okok now I understand why some silly girls like him. He's nice la, but as I was talking to Juan this afternoon, Takeda the most can only be Onichan (older brother). Kare (bf) is totally out of question!!

Wednesday: Grand outing by almost the whole Microbiology Department!!! They all went from school, but I went from home. It was lunch @ The Rice Table @ Suntec, and I couldn't find it. -_- Anyway, was a good lunch. Ala carte style buffet of Indonesian food. The satay sauce is abit too thick though, but nonetheless yummilicious. It was a turnout of about 70 people, with all the big-shot Profs and A/Ps, with mostly students from my boss' lab, me included la. After lunch we went shopping, and since my lab has 4 Honours student, only 1 of whom is a guy, he just tagged along and the gals were stopping @ different apparels shops. Apparently he was used to shopping with the gals!!! Muahaha. Nice guy I'd say, coz for Valentine's Day he made paper flower, each with a Hershey's kisses, and gave everyone in lab. Muahahaha so cute right.

Thursday: KTV!!!!! Met up with zl and lia and had a not bad time singing away @ Clementi's KBox. I forgot we can sing till 2.30, and told Takeda sensei I'll go kajiao him again @ 2. Gaaaahh. Nearing 2 I called his office..and ah told a little lie. Muahaha. Ended up singing till about 2.45 and reached campus @ 3. =x Apparently Takeda sensei listens to Mr Children and Exile! Guess these two bands shouldn't ring a bell in most of you.
And was again chased by my boss when I reached lab. These days I have one too many meetings with boss to explain about the results I'd gotten. *tears hair out*

Today: Woke up too late again and rushed to school, almost slept throughout my whole journey. Physio was boring. The uncle best. Uploaded a set of notes of only 17 slides for us, but for his lecture, the number of slides in his ppt file was 75!!!! What the.

After meeting with boss AGAIN, I took a taxi down to Singapore Japanese School Clementi Campus, because I was late, thanks to boss la. Gaaahh. No ill feelings to boss though, he's still quite ok la. Not fierce and don't scold people. Anyway, the Japanese School visit was really an eye-opener. The kids look cute, BUT but they're damn loud! And violent! Girls too! They pound on their friends, girls kick guys and vice versa. And boy. DO THEY SCREAM. Very very active bunch of kids. My group was observing the Primary 2 mother tongue class, and the kids ask question very promptly. Very different with Singaporean kids. When one raises his/her hand and speak, there're bound to be others who follow. Thank God I can still understand 70-80% of what they say, and can ask the kids some questions too. The funniest thing was, Juan and I were talking to 4 little girls, and they realised my earrings, and asked when I pierced my ears, was if painful, can I remove the earring for them to see. And, as I was removing my earring, they ALL SCREAMED and SCREAMED. -_- After satisfying their curiosity, I was about to put it back into my earhole, they SCREAMED again. -_- And all went and crowded behind me and see how I put it back. Iyoh so cute right. Apparently they don't like Hello Kitty or Pokemon, coz when I asked if they like, they SREAMED "IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~" (NOOOOOOOOOO!!!). They're super super loud. And they have short attention span too I think.
I sure hope to see the kids again! Be it @ Isetan or Kinokuniya. Muahahaha. Loud but certainly very cute kids.

I really believe I can't be in a relationship. My heart is starting to sway away from small eyes le. Good or bad I don't know la. And these days..I find YD kia a tad annoying. I just don't feel like talking to him, on or offline. And he smsed me out of the blue and said he think I'd changed. -shrugs- He said don't understand why I'm so concerned about my Jap stuff and what not. None of his business la. Oh, and keeps asking about my UROPS too.

My point is, once I don't like someone already, or rather, there's someone new for me to get crazy about, I don't feel like keeping in touch with the *person* of the past. Which means I DO tend to stray. Gah.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

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I think I forgot how to cry. =x Or maybe the notion "Don't cry don't cry." has been set too deeply in my min ever since 1st Jan 05. It's been 1 yr plus since I last cried, and recently I felt things are getting a little too bottled up, yet I can't let it out.

Yupz, zt oyu're right. I can always look for you to spill it out. Thanx peeps. =)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

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Caught on the fever! Spare about 2 min to do ok? Thanx peeps! =)When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

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宗介：君といると俺はでもできそうな気分になる、とてもないを物つることも、恐ろしい危険がのまれろことも。三十分でいい。少し俺にやってくれ？
かなめ：ほんとうにそうおもっるの？
宗介：もちろんだ。君がいるから、今の俺がここにいる。

Sousuke: When you're with me, I feel as if I can do anything, even the most unexpected, most dangerous things. 30 min is enough to fish. Will you fish with me?
Kaname: Are you sure?
Sousuke: Of course. Because of you, that's why I'm here.

So sweet so sweet. It's taken off the last episode of Full Metal Panic 1. *sigh* Finishing TSR soon. And will suffer from withdrawal syndrome. Maybe I'll go through all the episodes again and take as many nice screenshots as possible. Hahaha. Screenshot spree.

Off I go for tuition. Oh, my student is actually a finalist in the Herbal Essences Teen Model Search. Was very surprised when she smsed me to vote for her. Hmm. Interested parties can click here to see who she is. Hmm. She's currently second in the voting game. I don't know what to say.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

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Again, somehow I landed upon the deep abyss again. I really don't know why. Maybe it's coz I see him quite frequently (consider 3 days a wk. That's alot.), it's not that easy. I'd been trying very hard to forget him. But I guess, it's good enough I don't think of him willingly?

I've been thinking, perhaps it's me, I'm the one who is not really talking him. Like, I'm always avoiding looking into his eyes when I *have* to talk to him, or I pretend I never see him. Perhaps it's my fault that's why he's not talking to me either? Maybe I should just be, just be more natural? It's kind of hard.

I thought of that time where I wrote a letter to DS everyday for about two months before I decided that it is enough and I asked Dor to helped me pass to him. He still remembers it though, and it's now something we can laugh about. Will me and him be able to do that? No, certainly not. I'm wondering if I should just write something down, whenever I feel like it, and when it is time for it to be passed to him, he'll know how I felt throughout these days? Will he bother? Can someone ask him? Yet it is so difficult. I want to believe that he doesn't know it yet, but the chances of him knowing already do not seem slim.

I've been trying to bury myself in my UROPS, in watching anime, in doing other things, yet when night comes, and especially in the day I'd seen him, he just pops up into my mind.

I'm really trying. Really.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

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Happy Valentine's Day to me, Happy Valentine's Day to me, Happy Valentine's Day to me me n me, Happy Valentine's Day to ME.

It should just be changed to Happy ME Day for all singletons. Treat yourself to something, since there's no SPECIAL SOMEONE to treat u. GAH. All the fuss and what not. *keh* *spit and sneeze on the mushy stuff*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

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她喜欢的不是他, 而是喜欢心里的悸动。那种源自心底的颤抖。那一点点的感动、那一点点的心痛、一点点的怀念搅在一起，搅在她心里。让她平静的心、平淡的生活有一丝丝的悸动，让她的心挂着，悬着。
Translation: What she likes is not him, but the unknown ripples he caused in her heart. That feeling of being touched, of heartache, of melancholy, hangs around, refusing to leave her alone. The mixture of feelings caused ripples in her quiet, monotonous life.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

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Totally hooked on Full Metal Panic. I can't get past a day without watching at least 1 episode of it. =x Not good. Anyway, Sousuke is cute lor! I don't mind liking such a blockhead. *at least he is not as blockheaded as someone constantly mentioned here*

Wednesday went to Boss' house with the other personnels from lab. Not a bad experience and my lab pple are really good! =) I don't mind staying in lab doing research. And Boss is relatively nice as well. Teeheehee.

Got my NJCO Aurora VI dvd from MH on Wed, and watched it almost immediately. Gah, the passion for CO comes back again, and I hope to play in an orchestra again! I don't look particularly good on stage. Pretty rigid. =x But hmm, I think my style of playing had improved la. Play for so long never improve I may as well knock myself against the wall.

Nothing much happened these days, except that my temper is not very good these days, especially on train. I muttered out "Hayaku!" (hurry up) when an idiot stops right outside of the door of the train while everyone is rushing to catch the train opp (@ Raffles Place). Wahlao can Singaporeans walk faster not. And not stop halfway, or anyhow change tracks. It is downright irritating. Like my ma said, it has sort of become a habit of mine to become angry at such people. Totally not good. =x

My nose continues to be blocked. I attribute it to the bad weather, and bad air flow in air-con rooms. =x But I refuse to take medication. It is but temporary relief to a long term problem. =x

Oh yes I remembered what I wanted to blog about. I dreamt of small eyes two night in a row. Twice he was very nice in the dream. Could it be Sousuke I was thinking of in the day, but becomes small eyes @ night in my dreams? O_o
I resolve to forget about him.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-07T09:57:00.000+08:00

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It's official. Physio is boring. =x Just can't bring myself to study physio leh. Different story for pharm tho. Get into it almost immediately. =x How. I should not dislike physio. Hmm. Small eyes zai ah. Prof ask questions he can answer all. =x WTF. Some people just are good at studying. =x

Quite bored actually. I've skipped from watching Tactics to watching Full Metal Panic. Not bad anime. Action and humour together. Garbage man. Totally love Sousuke. Muahahaha. And the way Chidori laughs. Goodness. =p

UROPS' getting better, I should be able to do things on my own soon. Oh and boss gave us an ang bao each!! So good!

*awaiting the next ep of Bleach*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

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"I've used it (condom) before. When one has no water bottle in a jungle, it can be used and fill 1 litre of water." quoted from Sousuke of Full Metal Panic *O_o*When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

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Thanx for coming lia, yt n zl! =) Ma bought too much food and we couldn't finish eating, so proceeded on to play Monopoly (since, I don't have majong @ home). Wah Monopoly was fun sia. Started with me buying three railway stations one after the other, and they all said, not fun la! JR winning liao. But who knew, after yt left, zl was the one winning coz he bought 12 houses almost at one go for the pink stretch of properties and turned them into hotels. =x Pok-gai liao like that. We stopped playing after lia went bankrupt trying to pay the rent to zl. =x

After that we watched Fumoffu (lia's suggestion) and laughed at all those silly things Sousuke did. =x

Next year! If possible will ask the lsm gals to come over. Muahaha.

*looking forward to 10.30's My Name is Kim Sam Soon on cable*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-02-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

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My beloved Nomura Mansai!!!! Muahaha. Somehow the contempory Japanese artiste lost the appeal. *Mm Ito Hideaki is still one of my favourite too!* Anyway, this guy here is a Kyogen master, and Kyogen is part of Noh drama. Now, isn't he a talented guy?

The master and his son!

Anyone who'd watched Fearless will know who he is. And so do those who watched "Ima, Ai ni Yukimasu". 2nd generation of Kabuki family, Nakamura Shidou! He is yet another cool guy! *hoots*

The master at his art!!

Ok enough of swooning over guys whom most wouldn't find cool. Muahaha.

January is over, and I still hv not really started studying. Hmm will start to study a few hours everyday starting next week. CAs are starting to come, and so is Valentine's Day. This evening heard on UFM Feb 14th is also Friendship Day. But er, seems like singletons don't even care. Singletons mope instead. Muahaha. I don't mope btw. Doesn't matter anyway Vday or Friendship Day. It's a day of CA, that's all that mattered. Gah.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

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4 jobs you've had in your life:

1. Tutor

2. Teaching assitant at Kumon

Ooops. All I did was teaching.

4 movies you could watch over and over:

1. Quill

2. Fearless

3. 世界の中心で愛を叫ぶ

4. LOTR series (that's 3 movies. hehe)

4 TV shows you love(d) to watch:

1. My Name is Kim Sam Soon!!

2. My Sweet Bride (I think so la)

3. 大奥

4. Buffy the Vampire Slayer (how I used to love the show)

4 places you've been on vacation to :

1. Japan (Kansai area)

2. Australia (Eastern Coast)

3. Batam Island

4. US (Western Coast)

4 places you would rather be :

1. Kyoto

2. Hokkaido

3. My room

4. Library

4 of your favourite foods :

1. Dark chocolate

2. Cheesy stuff

3. Ice cream

4. Curry

4 websites you visit daily :

1. Blogger

2. IVLE

3. NUS Outlook

4. Gmail

4 tagged :

1. lia (a meme for you!!!)

2. JT

3. Angel

4. Anyone who is bored enough to do

Happy Chinese New Year to all who celebrates!!!

PS: It's getting better than expected. =)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

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Just finished watching Fearless one hour ago. Not bad, I think it deserves 3.5 stars. Tay Yeak Kek!!! You must have been too Westernized! The show may seem cheesy at parts (the say goes for Onmyoji. The damn b********s dun understand a shit about Asian culture), but it is not that bad. At least better, I suppose, than that local production. Oh, you pay me S$1 million I also wouldn't watch. Even if you show on TV I also wouldn't watch. Come on, that kind of show is what I call cheesy. So what if it's local production la. Don't blindly support can.

And, there's one thing I wanted to say for very long. This new song from Cai Chun Jia. Totally destroys my appetite every time I hear it. It is not strictly a new song by the way. It is a Japanese song by Nakashima Mika. And boy, does the original sound way better. Interested parties, the original is called Yuki no Hana, or "The Gorgeous Snow" (I think la). There was another Japanese song totally destroyed as a Chinese song, and it is that Kinki Kids song, "Wings on my Back". Can't help but cringing. Ah, and actually Fish Leong's Don't Want to Sleep and Cai Chun Jia's Watch the Sunrise with Me also. Totally destroyed. Gaaaahhh. I bet it is the same for Chinese version of Korean songs as well. =x No more appetite!!!

Back to Fearless. Once again I felt like crying as watching the show. I guess only such shows (like, The Opium War) will make me cry, other than shows like Quill. The sheer disgrace of a race by others is one no dignified person should take on quietly. Worse still, follow the bullies' cultures. =x Oh, my blood boils. It is outrageous.
Compare it to my silly heartbreak this morning, personal emotions are nothing. I shall move on. But I'll write down what happened.

Last week, as I wrote here, I smsed him to join us for lecture if he doesn't mind. (Of coz he does) So, today, before lecture, I saw him walking down the stairs (we came in from the backdoor, and he didn't know I was behind), walking past where my friend sat, and sat quite in front. WITH TWO GIRLS. Whether it was delibrate or not, that was it. He killed my heart at 10am today. ありがとうね、私の心が殺した。本当にありがとう。今から絶対前に行く。後ろに見返さない。*Thank you for killing my heart. Really thank you. From now on I'll only look forward, never looking back again.*

When I don't even bother to look for him during lectures, I'd have succeeded. Let's hope the process will be fast.

Been reading alot of Onmyoji books these days, I'm trying to learn to be like Abe Seimei. No, not the yin-yang way, but the calm way of dealing with things. Of course, learning yin-yang did cross my mind, but I shall settle for learning how to meditate first bah. That's part of the reason why I insist on going to Kyoto. The various shrines and temples are the major draw factor for me. Oh, to calm oneself sure is not easy. I should stop feeling flustered, irritated, angry, lost, and all those bad kimochi (feelings).

Here's a tribute to my favourite kong-fu actor:

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

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I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books. (textbooks counted?)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i keep changing mentally)
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (don't ask. don't even tag abt it)
I hate the rain.
I’m paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (desperately)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair. (intend to keep it long)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (no best friend tho.)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal WordPress blog.
I don’t hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before. (i wish there's pple 4 me 2 reject!!! hahah)
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. (SPARE ME)
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbour or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I’m obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend’s ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (same age also can, but birth month should be before mine.)

Yesterday, during prac, suddenly I felt, "He's not that special what. Why did I like him?" And I felt proud of myself coz I'm finally moving on (or so I thought). Then after prac, we happen to walk back to MD4 together (not exactly la. we took different routes but still ended up meeting each other), and made a very very small talk. So small until 80% of the walk we were silent (he was reading sms). So he hasn't finished his lab work. That's all I asked. And, the worse thing is, the previous clear-headed thinkings were all GONE!!! Back to square-one. =x This is not good. I just want to get over him. =x *help*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

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I think you're joking la WSB.

The sad thing about this whole "affair" is, I know when is his birthday, but I'm not supposed to know. So I can't even wish him happy birthday. =x Ah. I agree with lia's tag. The more one tries to forget, the more difficult it is.

UROPS is looking up! I hope I can finish all the lab stuff by the end of February! =)

PS:So I'm in the same group as *insert name* for Biotech practical.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

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Falling asleep at night hasn't been very easy these days. Have this urge to listen to those sad songs I have on my laptop (yes I mistreated my lappy these nights. =x) and trying very very very hard not to think, not to cry, and not to imagine things. =x

Yesterday I delibrately went back to lab before meeting HJ for lunch after biotech lecture, wondering if I'll meet either on my way back to lab, or on my way down to the canteen. Turns out to be the latter, and I met him at the stairs. Was it me, or he DID look somewhat angry or pissed. He couldn't recognise me (my hair was down) until abit closer, and he barely managed a "Hello" and climbed up the stairs as I was going down.

ZL, I think our situation abit alike. Both our *insert name(s)* are popular with the opposite gender. =x This is not very good. I always see him with some other galS (the s is in CAPS not for nothing eh). If biotech I'm in the same grouping as him, it'll be again he being the only guy in the group. (Some idiot alphabetically before us dropped out, and *insert name* moved up a space, meaning he's the 16th person in class. If practical groups are in groups of 4, we'll be in different groups.)

*I'm getting neurotic.*

Tell me I HAVE to do something about it. Forgetting him as a crush is the best solution, but worst to do.

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2006-01-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

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Ok, in case everyone hasn't been clicking on the buttons other than taggie/entries/links, the profile page is up. Ah, the concept is copied from lia. hehehe.

Even though I want to upload photos of the mice we had during practicals, we were all advised not to take photos (too late la. I already took 2 photos). Anyway, lab was alright, ended way earlier than 8pm as scheduled. 4pm most of us went back le.

*insert name* n i just talked to every other pple but each other during lab. We were in groups of 6, and he's the only guy in our group. Yet, er, I ended up catching most of the mice. And yes, I was bitten. Small small wound. But the prof was saying to everyone, be weary of tetanus. I nv go get antiseptic tho. Let's see if I was right to trust all the mice who're sacrificing for us. Anyway, he probably thinks I'm mad talking to the mice as i caught them (n they dun listen to me leh. so sad). But oh well, didn't those astologists say pieces men like kind girls? Yeah?

End of prac I walked past him and he was waiting for the lift (along with many other pple), and he asked if im goin back to my own lab. I shld hv waited for the lift together eh. But i went by the stairs. Oh well it's ok. Then back at lab, I finally gathered my courage and sms him (i already typed the sms in the morning, but gave up sending the sms), and asked him if he doesn't mind, he can join me n another gal for pharmaco lecture.
Expected reaction: He doesn't even bother to reply.
Reality: He replied, "its ok. thanx for asking."
Gah. Ok its good he replied eh, and before I read the sms, I was surprised he replied, yet I expected him to reject the offer. So ya.

There, zl this entry is for u. =p

PS: As I was telling 2 gal frens, its certain i shld give up. I felt so during lab. Yet part of me is still clinging on, still insist on having a crush on him, all the while knowing that it's futile.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

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This peep asks me to blog more. So I blog lor. But life's been boring so far. The only exciting thing is, I *think* I had successfully done a great great PCR!!! Muahahaha. *exciting* I am getting good at preparing agarose gels. So much so that, I no need refer to my notes.

Otherwise no exciting things liao.

Ah, since the peep also quite kaypoh, I shall add here something I realise about *insert name*. He has a loop-sided grin! Iyoh motto kawaii. :p *pukes*

That's all folks.

PS: My Tue, Wed and occasional Thu end at 8pm weekly. =x How sad.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

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Went shopping yesterday with my ma. And I saw a bag that seemed quite nice and big. So went and flipped over the price tag. $680. WHAT THE!! Madness la. Even with discount it is still $400+. Wah Takashimaya sure sells damn expensive stuff.

Was looking through LSM4xxx modules. Anyone thinking of taking toxicology and pharmacogenetics? :p Hope these 2 doesn't clash with my last 2 LSM3xxx modules. If not I'll die with much much regrets. The 2 LSM4xxx modules sound damn interesting man. And I'm thinking of whether should I just kill myself for my last sem nex sem by taking 3 LSM4xxx modules, or take 2 and one JS module. =x Oh well. That's still quite far away. *cross fingers no module clash for the modules I want nex sem.*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

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After much struggle against self, I failed and went to look at those somehow "illegally" gotten fotos of *insert name*. Finally he saw me today, outside his lab, as I was passing by (because my lab that floor has only 1 female toilet, which requires keys and it is very dark and gloomy I don't like) after using the toilet on that floor. "Hello!" Smiles and that's it.

Was telling zl reasons why one should tell the particular someone whom one likes. I'm quite certain I'll tell *insert name*. Since most likely our paths will not pass in the future, why not just let him know, hey someone liked you, whether you knew it then or not. Anyway, tis is very subjective la. Like zl said, we're thinking on exact opposite pov.

zt asked if i wanna join their CBLC pre V-day dinner. They're doing some blind dates thingy. =x Er, since she noes *insert name*, why dun she juz arrange a "blind date" for us eh. but then again, there's CA on V-day itself. So I guess its out bah. Studies more important.

*i shall just look from afar*

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2006-01-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

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I am still in the ultimate boredom in my lab. Hence brought my laptop out, n the wires n all. BUT NO SOCKET anywhere outside my lab. =x THIS CANNOT BE! my laptop is running low on batt. =x

Yesterday I heard some very disturbing news for, er, downloaders of MP3s. Seems like you can't dl more than 50 songs from a single website? Im not very sure, but certainly I kop quite a no of JAPANESE pops from tis very gd person. Muahaha. Seriously leh. Like my mother say, no money no need to listen music liao loh. Given this blardy pple keep trying to change the law and make all our lives difficult. =x GAH. *feeling extremely disturbed*

Today's lecture. Ok la. He was sitting @ his usual seat, and disappeared as fast as he can be once lecture was over. *Somehow tis certain paragraph makes me feel like a certain entry from ZL* Anyway, I think he cut his hair. Again. Hmm. Too short I'd say. =x Suddenly the image of tis tree was distorted. *Yes, because of the too-short hair.* Oh well. Well see how next Thu's practical goes. And tmr. 2 same lectures with him! Hmmm.
*so much for moving on. but i'll try.*

PS: It is always sad to hear of people who I know break up. Even though I may not like the person very much. 2 couples I noe broke up, 1 couple made le, but the other. Oh well. Better ones will come. =) But then for me, I give up already. Oh well. Settle for having crushes are good enough. =)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

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My cousin's on today's Zaobao!!! Dunno why Straits Times have not published the news yet. Anyway, he was awarded Young Orthopaedic Investigator Award (he's not young btw. 34 already. Muahaha) and his photo was published also. Hehehe. -so proud-

But hmm. The stress is adding on to me. To be as well as my cousins. =x Oh well. Let's hope 3 years later I can get my Master's degree in Japan. *crosses fingers*

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2006-01-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

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It is with regret to say that I have increasing dislike for a certain race. No they're not commonly found locally. Of coz, with increasing globalisation, my personal opinion is very very politically incorrect, but hey, I'm not sorry for feeling like that. It is with due reasons and history backs it fully.

Once again, I feel the sadness for my ancestors' race as I watched the trailer "Fearless" (Yay with my favourite kong-fu actor), I feel the same as I watched the movie "The Opium War". It is a movie that made me cry. If I were to watch "The Opium War" again, I believe I'll cry. Again. It is very sad no? It is not without reason that our race calls this certain race "barbarians" in the past. And of coz, it is not without reason that our race was looked down in the past (and now also, actually. Don't deny.) *Anyway, as long as I don't specify, it is ok, no? The law is something, I don't always agree with, regretfully.*

Just would like to say, I consider people of our region superior. In terms of culture and history. And I absolutely abhor people who look down of people of this region. Asia. So what if most people can't speak/don't speak the international tongue (we all know what it is.) well? THEY look down on US who can't speak OUR OWN TONGUE well, get that in your head. THEY look down on US who don't know OUR OWN CULTURE, TRADITION. So stop being so culturally influenced.

*I can't help but feel my blood boil.* =x

And much as I am interested in a certain nation's culture/history, I cannot condone what they did to our ancestors. It is unforgivable.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1) Junrou

2) Koon Jiew

3) Elizabeth

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1) |c3^sNoW

2) destress_pet

3) kooriyuki

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1) my long and crooked fingers

2) my height

3) my long thick hair (i'll nv think of rebonding it again)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1) my short-sightedness

2) my ever present pimples

3) too hairy on my arms =x

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1) cynical

2) critical

3) height

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1) failure

2) horror movies

3) flying insects

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1) specs

2) tissue paper (coz my nose may leak anytime)

3) water

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1) specs

2) t-shirt

3) pyjamas bottom

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:

1) ORANGE RANGE!!!!

2) Nakashima Mika

3) Mayday

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:

1) 瞳を閉じて (Close your eyes gently) by 平井堅 (Hirai Ken)

2) 雪の華 (Gorgeous Snow) by 中島美嘉 (Nakashima Mika)

3) キズナ (Kizuna) by ORANGE RANGE

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

1) mutual understanding

2) personal space

3) support

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):

1) I have a fiery temper

2) I am a bisexual

3) I hate homo sapiens actually

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1) eyes

2) height

3) build

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1) surfing the net

2) reading

3) daydreaming (since I have no playable instruments to play anymore)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1) watch TV

2) finish The Concubine's Tattoo by Laura Joh Rowland

3) check out stuff *ahhem*

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:

1) Veterinarian

2) Doctor

3) Pianist *MUAHAHAHA*

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1) Kyoto

2) Hokkaido

3) Kanazawa

THREE KID NAMES YOU LIKE:

1) Kimiko

2) Maaya

3) Yeong Aye

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1) Go to all historical sites in Japan

2) Learn to play samisen & pipa

3) Save as many strays as I can

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:

1) Ambitious

2) Being chor-lor

3) Unattentive to details

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1) Observant

2) Critical

3) PMS

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

1) Angelina

2) Zhao Lin

3) Everyone else. muahahaWhen I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2006-01-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

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Now..I'm taking 3 same modules as him. All three I bidded, he bidded too. And during exams..he'll be sitting right in front of me, no one in between, for 2 papers. Hmm. I dunno what will happen. Will see him in two pracs..same group. Might even do pairwork together. *i feel so confused whether i should hope that we can do together or not*

Seriously. As I was trying to get over him, he appeared in my dream again. -perplexed-

Next Thursday. 1st same lecture of the year. May or may not see him. May or may not say hi. I shall see.

Take The Quiz Yourself!
Delibrately chose those answers that'll lead me to KON! Yay!

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-31T10:05:00.000+08:00

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平成１７年第５６回紅白歌合戦！！！お楽しみに！！

Today I'll be watching the above programme! All the rest can heck care!!! -hoots- *although there is no Orange Range nor Kinki Kids*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-30T22:16:00.001+08:00

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The Tree Theory ~version 1.0.2~ - by JT, JR & SQ
Guys are trees. Gals are inhabitants of trees. Inhabitants will be looking for trees to stay in, and some trees will hint to the inhabitants to stay in them. Inhabitants have the liberty to choose trees, and the ultimate decision lies in the the inhabitants. Sometimes when an inhabitant stays in a tree, pests of the trees start to show themselves. Some pests may be eradicated, and the inhabitant stays on. When the pests get too much, inhabitant will leave, and look for other trees. Sometimes a tree may be eyed by many other would-be inhabitants. Inhabitants are usually fastidious, and may hop from tree to tree, or rather, tree-looking, before deciding on a tree to stay in. Some inhabitants will observe a tree for its pests to show before making a decision.I abandoned my old tree and is looking at a new tree. Will the new tree notice me? Or continuing eyeing the other would-be inhabitant? A pest in this tree had shown itself, and this would-be inhabitant doesn't mind it much. This would-be inhabitant on one hand wishes to be noticed, yet on the other hand thinks it's embarassing should the tree notice this inhabitant is eyeing it.

On the other hand, gals may be seem as the roots, guys are the trunks. Certain trunks may grow too big for their roots, hence the poor roots have to work very hard to take in water/minerals to be transported to the rest of the tree. Roots also provide a support to hold the tree to the ground. However, it should be noted that trunk and roots complement each other. Without roots, the trunks do not get the essential nutrients. Without trunks, there'll be no leaves, hence no metabolism of the nutrients.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

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Career is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on career indicates that you are extremely focused on furthering you career right now. You don't mind working late at the office or sucking up to your boss because you know it will pay off soon.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

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Got my core modules..And he's taking 2 similar ones as me. Hmm. Somehow..it doesn't really matter anymore. I anticipated not taking any similar modules, but 2 same ones..that's interesting. As usual, 1 module had a girl slotted in between us. For once I felt glad eh. Let's see when school reopens.

Finally I am of some use in the lab. Muahaha. Been learning some new things about excel..like er, how I can do calculations and make everything in the column have a result using the same formula!! Ok la I'm an Excel idiot. Cannot ah. =p Hopefully I can FINALLY do some real bench work, instead of loading samples into wells for others. =p

Yay my skin is doing simple and nice. Finally something about samurai. Was contemplating between this skin and the Memoirs of A Geisha. But I just don't like the blue eyes of Sayuri aka Zhang Ziyi la. How can an Asian have blue eyes!!! It reminds me now of pure white cats with blue eyes => they're deaf. How sad. Also, will put up my Tiggry and links somewhere together with my posts eh. Will toy around with the code. :)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

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Had an early break today..And will be going back to lab after this entry. Alamak. I can't recognise my boss from..not very far..But there's some sunlight shining in so when I turned my head and saw someone walking down the corridor in my direction, I can't figure out who he was. Until suddenly I realise, Alamak isn't that my boss. And he walked past me. And I was on neopets. Muahaha. Using my own laptop outside the lab.

Anyway dunno why so tired. Slept for abt 45min after chatting with one-zero and reading 2 chapters of raw Bleach manga. Abit weird the Japanese they use. =x Too colloquial liao. =x

Realise there's nothing much to write about my long wkn last week. Xmas eve went sort-of shopping with my parents. Were at chinatown, trying to find my Chilam canto-pop CD but I can't find, then went to this bead accessories shop, bought a few packs of beads, then went to this Chinese departmental store and found my favourite preserved bamboo shoots to go along with porridge. Muahaha. Then off to eat chicken rice at the hawker centre, and headed to Liang Court. Where I unknowingly stayed at Kinokuniya looking at Jap books for 1hr+. And I realise I can't understand children's books, but I can understand (with the help of guessing the Kanjis) adult books fairly well. Weird eh. I'm relying too much on the Chinese characters. And there's something very amusing (to me) @ Liang Court!!! The vending machine that sells the mini balls icecream!!! $2!!! I was so amused I bought 1 small tub. Hehehe. Before going home we went to Meidi-ya and went oohing over these silly rock melons which came from Japan and cost $79. Compared to similar rock melons which came from Taiwan and cost only $7.50. Hmm.

Xmas day itself was watching TV on and off, reading newspaper on and off, and went to my uncle's house for the annual Xmas party. Sad la. Everyone's asking me if I'm doing 4th year or not. Stressed eh. Coz almost all of my cousins are Honours degree and above, save for just 1 who dropped out of Uni. -tears hair- Like, 3/4 of them had Masters degree liao and are professionals. GAAAAAAAHHH. So, I juz mumbled, haven't decided yet. -keh- Anyway, got a nice Perlini's silver necklace from my cousin. Hehehe. Nice chap eh. But 30 liao. Muahahaha. Anyone wants a pharmacist bf not. Not bad looking, just that he can be quite wicked when criticising pple. =p

Boxing day was watching TV again, doing bits of yoga while watching Umizaru. ITO HIDEAKI!!!! You are so freaking shuai la!!! -lalala-

Looking forward to the next long wkn. Heheh. But still not many nice shows on TV. =x Even cable TV as well. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

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Ahhah. 2 photos I added into my blog. *screams Ito Hideaki* Who cares if he is a gay la. He's a damn damn cute Jap actor. Although er, abit old liao. Anyway, just love this guy wor. Watched quite a number of his shows..Umizaru, 24 Emergency Centre, Shiroi Kyoto, Onmyouji, Toshiie to Matsu..

And been reading..digging into Onmyouji. 陰陽師. Oohhhh gives me more reason to go Kyoto and study. If I have the chance..I may want to dabble in 陰陽. Hehe.

Speaking of going Kyoto, guess I'll go try for the Monbugakusho. Scholarship from the Japanese government. Will see how. If all turns out fine..I'll be off to Japan in latest 2008 bah.

Must go pray and learn the Way. :p Nah. I'm not a Taoist.

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2005-12-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

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I absolutely hate making my ma disappointed and sad 4 having a lousy daughter like me. Especially when I did put in effort..but still not up to mark. I had indeed put in effort too late. And I hate it that she doesn't support me taking the path less trotten. If I can't be smart and lucky, I don't give up what. At least I'm learning not to give up. I guess Kurosaki Ichigo's attitude is something everyone should adopt eh. Never say die. Yes, that is what I'll adopt from now. No matter how tough it will be, how much time and money it will take, I will endure and not cry. It is not the end of the world I can't do Honours eh?

I'll try my best to do it, so to hell with the system here.

And thanx to SQ, ZL, Angel n XJ. For your tags here n MSN ytd.

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2005-12-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

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Ok la. So we're not fated lor. It's ok, like I told zt, i'll leave it as it is, not giving up, not pursuing.

Results were, not as hoped, but well. CAP raised by 0.02. WTF. So. If it's possible, I'll do double conc n apply 2 do 1 more sem bah. I juz can't bring myself 2 graduate. Ohh I absolutely hate the thought of graduating. Why can't I just study forever. Why must the As keep eluding me. Why, when I believed I just may be able to hit THAT A-, I only got a B+. Why, aren't my prayers heard. Why, I always don't the the best results for the module I had most confidence in. So many whys, but no answers. The only possible reason I can give is, I still can't grasp the trick to answer questions. And thanks for misguiding myself thinking I finally understood how 2 anwser questions properly.

I guess the only consolation tis sem is, I'd finally broken the curse of not getting anything higher than a B for my LSM modules. A B+! -feigned excitement- Ok, considering, w/o moderation B+ = 80-85 out of 100%. I shld be happy eh. And there is still an ugly C tis sem. No Mac ice cream for anyone..Coz I was thinking to myself, if I managed anything higher than a B- for immuno, all my peeps who knew who much I disliked immuno will get a Mac ice cream from me. Muahaha.

That said, I shall be off to watch my anime.

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2005-12-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

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He's actually in Singapore leh. Just upstairs of my lab. Hmm. And I dreamt of him yesterday. That's besides the point. So he is actually here and not back la. And never reply my sms. -sigh- not that I need what I was asking from him la. I don't need the report anymore. -sigh-

*Don't think of him don't think of him*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

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Results out soon. Been praying daily. =x So much for being more hardworking than the previous 4 sems. =x

Met up with ZL, JT n lia on Tue, watched HP4, n had a good dinner+cheesecake/cake @ PS. Laffed alot, but I guess no outing had ever made me laffed as much as my own bday dinner with my NUS 04 clique. muahaha. But still, there's still on-going dates with ZL/lia or ZL/lia/JT/XY.

Sang @ KTV with angel ytd..how long? 6 1/2 hrs. siao liao. but lucky i got no sore throat. n was singing some funny songs tt i nv sang b4. n KBox is gd!! Can sing Jap songs liao!! And sang canto songs. Angel sang Hokkien songs, and we were singing oldies as well. And she was commenting the staff must have found Room 9(our room) weird coz what a mix of songs..New Chi pop, oldies, Jap new songs, Jap old songs, Korean songs (the Jacky Chan + Kim Hee Sung?? one), Hokkien oldies. Anyway, it was gd 2 go KTV with Angel. Can sing all the weird songs w/o making others bored n comment "Why sing such songs!!" =(

Lab starts unofficially today. Was following my would-be mentor around, looking at things she do, talking abit, and deciding abit more what she shld let me do. So on n so forth. And she kept saying I'm lucky, my UROPS is straightforward (I agree), n not like the biochem ones. And I tot of XJ's UROPS. Muahaha. Leaving lab @ 11pm or 12am! And I mentioned I have a fren in Microb (you noe who) who leaves lab quite early..like ard 7+pm.

Anyway, hope results will b gd..2 give me one last chance 2 piah n cross fingers for the results nex sem. *When most people are thinking of graduating early, I'm thinking of NOT graduating @ all. =x *

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2005-12-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

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Koped from lia's blog..lump 12 sentences together, n each sentence is taken from the 1st sentence of the 1st entry of every month of the past 12 months.

"That MediaCorp just IRKS me. I shall not anyhow SMS anymore. Know what? It totally IRKS me when I see couples. Okok!! NJCO got GOLD!! OK!! WAHAHAHAH!! GAAAHHHH!!! 冤有头，债有主，债主找上门了，逃也逃不了。It is very saddening to read of blasts, typhoon, n people dying by dozens on newspaper these days. Japanese Master's degree don't require honours! While waiting for that bloody NP shop to restock..I shall write abit."

Mm quite abit of my entries started with GAAAHHHH or OK!! or those exclamation words. -ponders- It doesn't matter eh? My blog doesn't have too many readers and I'm perfectly fine with it. *of coz la. bad english, totally self-centered writings* But then again, the vast majority of blogs are self-centered. -shrugs-

Today went to the Anime expo with ZL, Mel, JT n sister. Interested expo I'll say. The cosplayers are *WAH*. I'm impressed. But really, I wonder what is the mentality of the cosplayers when they're in the costume. Feeling like the character? Or like a superstar *coz many pple may like your character* ? I dunno if I shld say cosplaying is a gd thing or not. I guess it depends on how one sees the whole thing, no?

Still have no feel of Christmas coming. Instead, I'm getting excited because CNY is coming. *okok, it is still 1 month+ away. but so WHAT!!*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

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Tomorrow!! Last test/exam of the year!!! Muahaha. And yesterday's JLPT SUX big time la. The only surprising thing is, my listening isn't as bad as I thought. The setback was I couldn't finish the Grammar/Comprehension part. My head was throbbing and my legs were freaking cold (coz I was placed RIGHT UNDERNEATH the damn aircon) and my speed of thinking just keep decreasing as the time passed. =x So. If I pass JLPT, I'm going to treat my ma to sushi. Muahaha. The most..take it again next year bah. Then go Japan? Hmm. I still hope I can do Honours here tho. Tough tough tough.
Ohh. Finally a Prof replied me. Hopefully a CAP of 2.99 wldnt deny me the chance of doing UROPS eh. Just round it up and it is 3.00 le mah. =x
Ah back to yesterday. So I ended up not meeting lia n ZL, and it's pushed back to next Tue. Let's see. Sat is anime expo with JT, ZL n maybe Dor; Tue is Harry Potter with JT, ZL and dinner together with lia; Wed is ktv with angel and wb; when can I meet zt??!! Oh no she say she's free this wk leh. Hmm. And I have to go back campus tomorrow for placement test, and tuition on Thursday. I'm teaching her Organic Chem!!! Ohhh the fun of org chem!!! Isomers! So ez!!! =p
This hols is not very much of a hols. I have to try and finish up my Kumon (which I keep forgetting about), re-read my Jap, watch the anime and doramas (IN THE NAME OF JAP LISTENING!!), read my Pharmaco textbook, and hopefully I'll get an UROPS so I can prepare for it as well (*excited*).
Oohhh I foresee next sem as a sem of LSM n Jap taking up all my waking time. Muahaha.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-12-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

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While waiting for that bloody NP shop to restock..I shall write abit. Hmm. Somehow a sore throat is forming, my nose is half blocked today, and my brain is crammed with Japanese grammar. =x Not a very good start for a new, although last month of the year.

Been wanting to write something in Chinese, but somehow I never get past the 2nd line. =x Blardy hell I should start getting over the wooden small eyes. =x Oh, and I was rejected by 4 profs for UROPS liao =x BLARDY HELL. Help help help I need a UROPS project to do.

I'm hungry. =x

THE BLOODY SHOP REFUSES TO RESTOCK. =x

Somehow feels like I'm falling sick again. =x Gaaaahhh. And 19 days to doom. Or joy. Depends on my luck and whether the stars are in my favour. =x But GOD, I need that huge rise in my CAP. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

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No same lab with small eyes next sem. Ahhh, sort of expected. Now shall just cross fingers to get ONE SINGLE UROPS. =x

Update of the following week:
JLPT 2 on 4th Dec
LAJ placement test on 6th Dec
Anime Expo on 10th Dec (speaking of which, after 12.30 ok. I got tuition in the morning)
Anyone up for HP 4?
Completing of 電車男、大奥、Trick 1,2,3、おやじ（I think so）、ごくせん２、Hotman 1,2、義経；情迷黑森林，开朗少女成功记，血荐轩辕，a whole list of HK shows I can't remember what and what; Samurai 7 and Bleach.

Like what Mark san said, interesting Dec I have. =x Oh, busy busy watching dramas. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

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TEN FIRSTS

First Best Friend(s): I can't remember. I've got too many friends. There's no exactly a best friend.

First Screen Name: I don't remember also. I change my nick very often when I first played with IRC every afternoon in the compture lab when I was in Sec 2. muaha.

First Pet: Er. A caterpillar? Yup.

First Piercing: This year June. 1 in each of my earlobe.

First School: PAP in Bishan

First CD: Hamasaki Ayumi's 1st Remix. Don't remember the exact title.

First Car: Toy car counted not.

First Stuffed Animal: I absolutely have no idea. Soft toys fill my cupboard.

First Hp: Nokia 3310

First Crush: LXW in my Pri sch.

NINE LASTS

Last Alchoholic Beverage: Er I randomly take DOM or brandy or what Bailey's Irish Cream. 20cc only.

Last Car Ride: Last sat on my way from my student's home to Orchard.

Last Movie Seen: Erm. In cinema or randomly on TV? Anyway, I don't even remember if I'd watched any movie this yr.

Last Phone Call: My Dad.

Last CD Played: This CD-RW I burn? Full of Jap tracks.

Last Bubble Bath: Eons ago la.

Last Time You Cried: Some time mid this year when I was scolded by my mom. Er. That's the one and only time I cry this year, and I resolve not to cry. Unless er, someone dear dies.

Last Online: Now lor.

Last Meal: Lunch just now.

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS

1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No.

2. Have you ever been arrested: Better not.

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: Siao

4. Have you ever been on TV: Yes. In Pri sch. The TV crew came to shoot us for a short "MV" for a kiddy show.

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: Not at that point of time.

6. Have you ever cheated: Yes. Abur.

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Of coz.

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Often last year.

SEVEN THINGS YOU’RE WEARING

1. Undies

2. The top undies

3. T-shirt

4. Shorts

5. Specs

6. -

7. -

SIX THINGS YOU’VE DONE TODAY

1. Watched TV

2. Revised last sem's Jap

3. Read blogs

4. Checked mail

5. Neopetting

6. Pooped?

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS

1. Animals. Esp cats.

2. Books.

3. My course of study

4. Music. CO and Jap pop.

5. Jap traditional culture and history (minus WWII pls)

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO

*tough one*

1. Zhang Ting

2. Dorothy (tho I hardly hear from her)

3. Zhaolin

4. My mom

THREE CHOICES

1. Black or White: Black

2. Hot or Cold: Cold

3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. Make my house like Noah's Ark.

2. To get Diploma and Perf Cert in Piano; learn pipa and guzheng

ONE THING YOU REGRET

1. Getting attached w/o thinking properly. =x And not hardworking enuf. But, I shall not think about those and work hard to get my ass into Kyoto Uni.

Fumoffu is great. Muahaha. Time to get into study mode again, n watch Harry Potter 2 and 3, and see who wants to watch HP 4 with me in the cinema.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

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"Hi, sorry..can u help me borrow 1 calculator? i 4got 2 bring.. =("
"Hmmm. my frens are not at home! i can borrow from my lab but the model is very old. dunno you know how to use a not"
"Will it b 2 troublesome 4 u 2 borrow? im ok w machines one =p"
"i will try to find a newer model"(somewhere along that line. i deleted the sms. =x)
"Thank u!! =)"

"无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
等到你结束好久
探险的旅程
要是没有寂寞陪衬
没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门
你越是想要诚恳
其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我
漠视的眼神
你不许我听信永恒
不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身
多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻
朋友都于心不忍
责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我
执着的眼神
可知我对爱的虔诚
可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任"
孙燕姿《隐形人》When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

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Protein today was. -shakes head- Oh dear Uncle Chung how can you trick us like this. (or rather, trick me) Why did you for goodness sake ask about chaperones again!!! Thank God I read that twice. =x And wrote the correct stuff. Not 100% there but, still @ least I never throw away that whole 10 marks. And Uncle Henry, you. YOU! WHAT'S WITH ALL THOSE TABLES N NUMBERS!! And dearest Dr Tan. Your questions are for once doable to some extent. Though I was still stunned whenever your questions came up. =x

And I thought, why oh why isn't my small eyes sitting next next next to me this time round. Coz he's always @ the seat next to me during CAs. And today he was sitting in front. Turns out to be not bad too. Coz I get to stare @ him when I need to think of something to write. And even better I can juz look @ his back when they were collecting papers. And I read all the words on his T-shirt too! Its a Nike one that says many many sentences starting with "Love is...". Yeah man ZL I think I'm getting abit love sick. =x But hey, I dun ask for him to know or like me back now. He's just my motivation to study really hard. To know the stuff at the back of my hands like he does. So how. And I'm praying real hard everyday for results that will let me scrape through honours.

What random things can I write about him. I called him ytd to ask some questions!! Hehe. And ah. I also asked him to help me borrow calculator juz now. Coz in my haste to get out of the house early this morning I forgot to stuff it in my bag. *I know what you're thinking ZL. But it's definitely not what you think* And he being a nice guy helped me get one, which was not very old model what!! Which means he probably asked around in his lab for a not too old model calculator. -big big grin-
And just now after the paper. I also don't know why I didn't walk faster and walk along with him. Instead I just strolled behind him. The whole walkway only had the two of us. And I think he knows someone is behind him. And I suspect he knows it was me. But he never wait or what. Hmm. Wait. Did I walk faster or did he slow down abit? Anyway doesn't matter. We still never talk after the paper. And he never reply my sms, which was, expected. But anyway, I think I'm falling into this bottomless pit deeper and deeper. Until now, I'm very happy just to see him. Sounds silly. But still. I can't help it. =x

*God, pls help me*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

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Last night, 933 DJ said..if you like someone, just tell the person. But the question is, you might not able to be frens with your crush. No? That's why..I chose not to say. And like wat ZL said, what's the point of letting the person know? Hmm. totally irrelevant things I'm thinking about. =p

Exams starts tomorrow!! -off I scram-

PS: forgot to say yesterday was quite eventful..Had dinner with JT n ZL, was very very enjoyable. =p And ah, I saw my kor!!! For the 1st time! In med lib. I managed to recognise him by only looking at a tiny MSN picture. Muahaha. Even he was amazed. -will he be studying in med lib again tdy?-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

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Oooohhhh I saw him today!!! Hmm. Should stop acting so silly. =x and also..あなたを夢に見た！！楽しかった！But oh well. I'll let it remain a daydream and ask for nothing more. Hopefully I can do UROPS next sem in A/P Sim's lab! =p

Back to studying. =x Why am I still not studying Friday's paper when it is looming round the corner. =x And I stress myself with next week's papers. =x Coz, they come altogether. =x One after the other, leaving me no time to breathe. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

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Courtesy of dear Angel..

1. I have 11 softtoys on the bed with me every night I sleep. Muahaha.

2. I pick on my toe nails when I'm studying. Hehe.

3. Counting small eyes, I'd only had 5 serious crushes. My ex not included. =p

4. I seriously believe in reincarnations. And I must had been Chinese and Japanese in my past lifes. Song dynasty Chinese and Edo Japanese. And maybe even ancient Greek also. Since I'm particuarly interested in histories of those ages.

5. I don't mix my tastes, ie, I'll eat all salty things, and if I eat something sweet, I don't eat anything salty after that. And I don't like to mix drinks with food. Solid is solid, liquid is liquid. Hehehe.

I shall be nice and not tag people. =)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

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If I ever go overseas..I'll tell him I like(d) him just before I leave. I guess I just have to say it out, and since I believe we wldn't meet again..doesn't matter, no? But if he's attached by then..I guess it's better I don't say, eh?

Exams coming!! Silly drug names to remember!!! =x *wish me luck. need lotsa*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-11-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

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Japanese Master's degree don't require honours! *I think* They say Bachelor's Degree + 16 years of formal education. Hmm. Anyway, so many things to do if I really go over to Japan! and its $7k+ a year of tuition fees!!! -faint- I can try and apply for a scholarship though, but er er. -sigh- It is quite scary. 2 years in a foreign land, and Japanese men are known to be not very polite. Heh. Anyway, this'll happen if I really don't get Hon. That is so so so scary. =x But I'll rather go overseas than to work =x Ok, I'm not very nice here, heavy burden on my parents. =x I'm working part-time now too! I should say, I fear going to work in a community. Working with many colleagues. =s Basically I fear making contact with many people. That's why I have limited no of friends. And I warm up very slowly. It is very scary. =x Kyoto Uni is where I set my eyes. Haha. Kyoto!! Nice nice place.

Saw my Japanese friend(s) for the 1st time! Very typical Japanese. And another guy looks like Domoto Tsuyoshi! So KAWAII!! =p Too bad, didn't have much time to talk to them. Couldn't go for the dinner coz of silly CA today which I hadn't studied then. =x

Too many things to study for the exams. The make-or-break exam. Never been so stressed. =x Ohh I fear I only have 1 more sem in NUS. 1 more sem only with HIM. =x

Things to do end of exam: Apply for UROPS; find materials for both my students (the new one..I worry for myself. She's a lazy girl I heard. =x); 1 whole week of INTENSIVE jap studying (I MUST GET MY JLPT 2!!); Read up for Human Pharm and Physio and maybe med microb; read up on microb skills.

So much to do! *Oh please let me get my Hons* =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

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Edit edit: Hmm ok so I never take history or politics modules before la. But if you read the papers right, especially in Apr in China, the protests and boycotting against Koizumi visiting the Yasukuni Shrine, was er, abit overboard. Do you see the Koreans doing such things? Like, smashing windows of the Japanese-owned shops and such. Yes, I hate the Japaneses for what they'd done in the past to Chinese and other Asians, and I think they deserve to die over and over again for those atrocities, but it doesn't really make sense to do all those boycotting, burning of flags (if it happened, I can't remember if the Chinese did that in Apr), attacking and protesting at the Japanese embassy, etc. Aren't we civilized people? And there's no way one totally don't use something not made in Japan or what rite? The walkman/discman, rice cooker, or TV brands, laptop brands, so on and so forth. It's exactly as although we know Hitler is a tyrant and dictator and deserve to die over and over again (same for Mussolini), most of us would still want to tour Europe, go to Germany/Italy, eat their food, play the music (for those who learn piano or violin or what). My point is, we should separate the past from the present. We can despise what they did, we can hate them for it, but that's history. We shouldn't forget history, but we shouldn't also keep remembering it, no? Another thing I don't understand about the Chinese is, why were they so agitated about the Korean wave? It was mentioned that the Chinese were worried about the Korean wave overriding the Chinese-produced drama, yada yada. If your people have a strong background of your own culture, why worry that another country's culture will wipe out your own? And Korea is so near China geographically, can you risk angering your neighbour by banning their dramas or products? Shouldn't you embrace it, like how Koreans embrace Japanese culture bit by bit, and vice versa? I don't think by doing so the Koreans have forgotten what the Japanese did to them decades ago right?

My two cents worth. And I risk getting called a bimbo again by someone. -winks- But I'm just voicing out what. And I never say you guys' comments are wrong and mine is right, right? Oh, and I'm not anti-mainland Chinese ah. I've got quite a few mainland Chinese frens.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

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After two whole days of Samurai reading and writing and translating..I now declare my term paper (together with Angel) is done!! Save for the editing suggested by my lecturer (he's going to edit for us! You're the best Dr Avenell!!), I can say byebye to all reports/term paper whatsoever except to the last Microb report which I'll write this weekend after the lab.

Been doing nothing but reports for the past week, and pissing someone out coz 1) according to this peep, I always say I have to write report when he MSN me (it is true what!!), 2) I accidently let him knew I blocked him on MSN. I only wanted to talk to my Japanese fren that night wat, and knowing he'll MSN me AGAIN, I can only block him lor, and everyone else whom I think will MSN me. It's not my fault, right? This is absurd la.

Yay the Meiji Gakuin students are coming next week! And I'm going to see my Jap fren's presentation!! -muahaa- -very excited- Coz I'd never had pen (or rather, email) pals before, and getting to meet in person! -fwah- And I'm getting more Jap-oriented now. Speaking of which, I read Clarissa Oon's article in Life! today. And I have to say, essentially we Singaporean Chinese ARE CHINESE, but we're different in many ways too. It's not we'd forgotten about the atrocities the Japaneses done to us during that 3 years, but it is not very important now, is it? Especially when everything is driven by economic sense now, it makes not much sense to remember all the grudges, no? I may technically speaking be the 2nd generation of Chinese immigrant in Singapore (yes, my grandparents came Singapore after the World War II only), I feel like half a mainland Chinese and half Malaysian Chinese, but born in Singapore. And I don't have such strong feelings towards most issues regarding China, like all Singaporeans. Of coz, things like the Taiwan issue, the Diaoyudao issue, I'll stand on the side of China, but otherwise, I'm quite neutral, especially the anti-Japan thing. Ridiculous la. Think economy man, ECONOMY is the big word now. And Japan is so technologically advance in the area of biomedical science compared to China! Which explains why I'd go to Japan to study if I have a chance. -gah-

And things had come to a point that if I marry, I'd choose to marry a non-Singaporean. =x I think I have enough of Singaporean guys. Especially those of the same age guys. Sorry to all my guy peeps out there, but I think most are becoming "sisters". That is very sad, no? =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-21T15:26:00.000+08:00

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Okok, sorry for the long absence. Been rushing to finish Toshiie to Matsu (for my Samurai term paper), and tons of LSM reports to do. =x I am turning very long-winded I realised, especially when writing reports or reviews. =x This is very bad. And, CA results were not very satisfactory, so after the term paper, I must really get down to study everything at least 4 times. =x -gah-

Yup, thank you lia zl n jt!!! For that 3 lion softtoys and Nakashima Mika's CD!!! -muah muah muah- I'll put up the photos of my presents when I have gotten all my presents. Muaha. And xy, hj n the-one-who-wishes-to-remain-anonymous, thanx for the Inuyasha manga!! YAY! And thanx for celebrating my bday a day earlier, and making that night a very very comical one! =p Photos of the dinner will also be up when I have time to upload. =x Who else, thanx to HH, wh, dor, sq n shaoz for the dvd writer!! I managed to install it and had already burn 1 dvd successfully!! 15min was all it took for a 4x DVD!! Muahaha. Thanx to Amy for that pretty necklace, YT for that nice cat windchime, and ZT for that very cute earrings! -muah muah muah-

*in the midst of my samurai lecture* oops. will write when I have time then. =x

PS: The Tree Theory now has an upgraded version 1.0.1. =p

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

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Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Fwah. Am I? If so then there should be no problem with my tree what. Hmmmph. Never mind. If he'll be, he'll be. If not, he can't stop me from liking him, can he?

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

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The Tree Theory - by JT and JR
Guys are trees. Gals are inhabitants of trees. Inhabitants will be looking for trees to stay in, and some trees will hint to the inhabitants to stay in them. Inhabitants have the liberty to choose trees, and the ultimate decision lies in the the inhabitants.

Sometimes when an inhabitant stays in a tree, pests of the trees start to show themselves. Some pests may be eradicated, and the inhabitant stays on. When the pests get too much, inhabitant will leave, and look for other trees. Sometimes a tree may be eyed by many other would-be inhabitants.

Inhabitants are usually fastidious, and may hop from tree to tree, or rather, tree-looking, before deciding on a tree to stay in. Some inhabitants will observe a tree for its pests to show before making a decision.

I abandoned my old tree and is looking at a new tree. Will the new tree notice me? Or continuing eyeing the other would-be inhabitant? A pest in this tree had shown itself, and this would-be inhabitant doesn't mind it much. This would-be inhabitant on one hand wishes to be noticed, yet on the other hand thinks it's embarassing should the tree notice this inhabitant is eyeing it. =xWhen I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

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"Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return."

-hoots- sounds like a very nice person!! n he is! muaha.

forever it is time to write reports. This week is very very boring. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

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Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

This is so so so very true. "Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship." Katz!!! Go do this quiz too!

Your Birthdate: October 16

Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone.
You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent.
You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate.

You are introspective and a little stubborn.
Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family.
This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations.

The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you.
Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach.
You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions.
Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-10-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

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It is very saddening to read of blasts, typhoon, n people dying by dozens on newspaper these days. Why can't people just tolerate each others religions peacefully. As I continue with my dorama watching, it gets continually sadder as since the past, everyone just seem to like to convert others to their own faith. From Portugese/British/Spanish converting Japanese to Christianity (大奥 - 第一章), and Japanese to convert Chinese to Shintoism (流転の王妃), and now the blast in Bali. Creating Islamic state in this region. Should we not embrace each other's faith? And not blog about racisim and what not. I'd not say I'm not racist, or what, no one is perfect in this sense. But where has all the tolerence gone? This is pretty upsetting. And sometimes, of course CHOY la, I'm worried similar things will happen here. Like the London blast. But CHOY. I have to take the train everyday. =x I wouldn't get hauled up the court will I? Blogging about non-self issues is so perilous now. But hey, I'm just asking where's all the tolerence for multi-faith, multi-races.

WHERE IS THE TOLERENCE. =X We need more 我慢 (patience and tolerence), like 徳川家康. Although he's not my favourite out of so many samurais.

End of first round of CAs. Never felt so tired before after a round of CA. Shows I wasn't really memorising and using my brain in the past. =x Gaaaahhh. I just don't want to graduate so fast! (Plus, he's doing Honours leh. That's another incentive for me to piah. Heh.) And, things are getting more interesting to study. Like, toxicology and clinical trials for drug discovery in yr 4!! How can I give those up! Even if it means killing more of my brain cells. It's worth it la. And even if it means dissecting more mice, or injecting drugs. As long as I pray for them. And in the name of science. Now, will the Peta people come hound after me. =x

Today's World Animal Day!!! -prayers for all animals big and small, extinct, endangered or not-

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2005-09-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

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2 more CAs to go. And I think having a crush/infatuation is good! Completely lights up the day, or night, in my case. Muaha. -now i sound so silly- But as long as it'll make me study, however silly I may sound as a girl with an infatuation, I don't give a damn.

Happy birthday lia! and st.

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2005-09-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

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すぐ死んでいる！！

Bah I was very mean in the afternoon, so. Sorry WB la. =x mm. Hope you can understand.

Am so going to be very dead, coz:
1)I don't get my Immuno notes,
2) I'm rotating protein with immuno now I don't know what I'm reading (but I hv to say, for once I think enzymes are interesting,
3) I still am stuck at lessons 3 for Jap. HOW TO FINISH IN TIME!!
4) Toshiie to Matsu is still stuck at Ep 26 for me. How
5) I have not watch やさしい Dr Avenell's webcasts!!

There. Pretty much summarise why I'll be dead (literally) before my 21st birthday. Muahaha. CHOY. And no biggie 21st birthday only mah. So no celebrations what so ever. Yupz yupz.

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2005-09-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

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colorgenics did not give so much of an accurate analysis for me. Bah. Dunno. Seems like it can't be loaded properly on Firefox.

Been on phone for pretty long past two nights. Now feels quite sleepy. And sian. Tonnes of Immuno readings to do. Starting to get abit of feel of it. Hmm. Hopefully I can understand it better.

Just want to say, “武田先生、最高！！”Yay!

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2005-09-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

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I just made quite an important decision yesterday. Which level of JLPT to take. And I think I was mad to make that decision. But since it was decided, I shall go for it la. JLPT just means Japanese Language Proficiency Level. There're four levels, level 1 being the most difficult. Which I heard, not all native Japanese can pass that. So, I'll be taking level 2 end of this year. Coz I heard those who're doing Japanese 5 mostly are taking JLPT 2 mah. If not for my silly timetable crash I'll also be taking Japanese 5 what. So, just go for it lor. And I have my sempai to help me. Muahaha. And there's always, er, Takeda sensei and Walker sensei. And Oeda sensei!! -since Morita sensei er, rejected me. BAH- So it'll be Japanese everyday for me la. Sort of. Instead of the original 1hr/wk I promised myself, it'll be like, 5hr/wk. Still, it is very little compared to those who're doing Japanese 5.

CA in two weeks' time. 28 episodes of Toshiie to Matsu left to watch. Samurai proposal to write. 2 microb reports to do. 12 lessons of Jap 5 left to study. And 1000 kanjis/kotoba to know. 18th November coming soon in a blast. And after which it'll be 4th December, JLPT!!!!

One more thing to write about. First tuition session for me last night! My student is such a cute girl. And ya, Sec 3 chemistry is not that difficult la. I worried for nothing. =x Oh, on top of the list of things undone, I still have to find questions for my cute girl to do. -gaaaahhh-

Where's my lunch. =x

Add on: Watched for the first time Kurosawa Akira's show. I think he'll turn in his coffin(if he's lying in one. Which I don't think so, coz Japanese prefer cremation. And burying is expensive.), coz alot of pple were laffing at the wrong scenes!! In fact, the movie is not even funny 99% of the time lor. No wonder non-Singaporeans think we can't appreciate arthouse movies. BTW, Kurosawa's movies aren't arthouse. Grrr.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-09-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

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Prejudice is a very bad thing. It makes people view every single freaking thing in a blinded fashion. I'm starting to change my way of viewing this particular person after reading the blog. But blogs aren't an accurate tool of judgement. I don't know. Maybe it's that prejudice thing that made me dislike this particular person. Maybe it was the one n single bad brush with this person in JC. Then I thought she's this horrible asshole, and maybe she thought I was this silly idiot. But hey, what's wrong with being a silly idiot. There's no way you know EVERYTHING right. There's bound to be some things which you don't know. Gah. I don't know.

And I always say, falling out with a gal is easy. Gals are generally unforgiving. And I'm damn right about it. =x I don't know why la. Life is so freaking short, if you continue to be pissed and have too much angst, you wouldn't live long. And I'm not cursing anybody. A person with too much angst is just like an active volcano waiting to erupt, no? Anyway, body cells mutate easily when one angers too easily and too much. It is not bullshit. Why would doctors always tell cancer patients to stay optimistic and happy? Coz then good hormones will be produced. And they can help combat those cancerous cells. No? Ask your doctor lor.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-09-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

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I know I'm stupid la. I know people don't like me. Not like some other people. -bah- Don't go around calling people names. あの人はとても馬鹿じゃ。いつもいつもほかの人が嫌いと感じる人はとても悲しい人じゃ。友達がないかもしらない。でも、あの人は自分にこの現実が全然分からない。残念じゃ。When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-09-01T12:43:00.000+08:00

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冤有头，债有主，债主找上门了，逃也逃不了。Oh, the woes of blogger.

There was a nutcase on the MRT just now. Or rather, some fanatics. Remember falungong? I so felt like calling the police, because it's apparent that the woman is going to stage some protest. And indeed, she did. She alighted at Orchard MRT, and held up for everyone to see the poster, which said something like "中共停止虐待法轮功成员". Hello, this is not China ok. What has it got to do with everyone else that the government in China is mistreating/torturing the members of falungong. She did not only have the poster. She clipped a smaller version at her backpack. So everyone can gather around her and read. This is protesting!! And protesting is illegal here! And I wonder why at whichever MRT station she boarded at, no one stopped her. Ok, so I did not call the police in the end. Because, who knows? Maybe they even curse people and I can't afford to be targeted by such fanatics. =x Lest some people comment about me again, I shall ask, will you call the police then? No right? Because Singaporeans are generally quite bo-chap. Even if they did thought of calling, they also wouldn't call. For fear of trouble.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

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Back to my mood of listening to oldies. Now listeing to Theresa Teng's japanese oldies. Hehe.

Just came back 40min ago from dinnner with my ABC fren. -boohoohoo- She's going back this Thursday!! Anyway, if you're reading my bloggie, Katz I love you!!! =p Hehe..This is a gal whom I can catch up with those times when we were not in contact. Not many of my friends locally can do that. We just lose touch and drifted apart. But Katz is different. =p Oh ya, Zhao you're going to say I'm a lesbian again right. So what if I say I love my gal friends la. DDDOOOHHHH. Anyway, I should stop writing with Singlish and short forms and no CAPS for beginning of sentences. I shall stop gushing about my friend. Today's conversation, was, to me, quite private and confidential. Muahaha.

Lab today was the LONGEST ever. Sort of like protein lab. 6hrs and still hadn't finish. Today, there was a mouse to every four people. I didn't get to dissect, was too distraught to even speak. But I guess for the next immuno practical I should be able to cut the mousey properly. =x Poor mousey. I kept praying and saying inwardly to the mousey, "Please don't be a lab animal again." =x Yes yes I'm emo, cannot ah. That aside, the prac was, one of the worse. Never felt so sian before for lab. As I was saying to YT, it's a plus if the group has cute guys, double plus if the guy is smart also. -protein lab!!-

Better go write my report. =x Microb report!! How to make it four pages or less!!!

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

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I fell down. Not too long ago. When alighting the bus. WAT THE!!! Was descending the stairs, and before I knew it, -bish bang- Luckily JT's sweater was protecting my lappy. Heh. Coz borrowed a very very thick textbook, and put it in my bag instead, and held my lappy AND another textbook in my arms. Ended up falling and scratched my knees. =x Abrasions and blue blacks!! =x On both my knees and part of my right leg also. =x But got cute guy picked up my things!! And said, "There you go." And boarded the bus. Wahahaah. So cute!!! -lalala- Suddenly not very pain liao. =p No lah, still feel pricks of pain. =x Ga-ou.

I realise something very very bad. I don't seriously start studying until like, late afternoon. So what was I doing all the time in the afternoon!!! I also don't know. Managed to get only 1 or 2 sets of notes done, and basically that's it. I only seriously start reading (and sometimes things just don't enter my brain) after like, 5pm. =x And soon it's time to go home. That's why these days I always reach home at like, 9+. After dinner, nothing much I can do. I'm behind in my Immuno!!! And Pharm!! And everytime I read protein I feel like sleeping. =x This is very bad.

Had an interesting lunch with JT and XY. Wahaha.

Found a new friend!!! Thanks to Angel!! -whee- Fellow animal lover, Wee Bee!! =p -lalala-

-getting hyper at the wrong time-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

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Today is such a cute guys seeing day (courtesy of JT, the better term is, eye candy!!) =p Too bad I no chio bu. =x Anyway, first up is my lab partner. Wahahaa. He smile got dimple!! Now now, I know many of my guy friends smile also got dimple la. But er, too bad I never notice :p Maybe you all smile more la huh then I'll notice. Anyway, he's quite tall, and very shy looking (iyoh, I feel like those ah-sohs watching Korean dramas looking at those actors), wear specs, and quite tanned. ACJC one!! But er, he Malaysian. But that doesn't matter. Smart and hardworking guy!! -whistles-

Guy no 2 is -drum roll- Guni_Ouz aka Leo!! -whee- Don't be shy eh Leo, I say you good looking, coz you really ARE good looking. =p And that accent. Been quite long since I talked to someone with American accent. =p Yeah happy that you remembered my note =p heh heh. And um, hopefully by the time you read this entry I'd already changed the font size. =x

Guy no 3 is some random guy that I saw on the train, and he just looks a tad like Leo. Yepz. Cute looking guys all around me today!! -stress again- too bad I no chio bu. =x Iyah, so wasted. =p

Just joking.

Was commenting about guys with another guy peep, and we agreed that guys should be relatively tall, hair not too long nor short, not too thin nor plump, and that's about it. And bad looking guys are usually the ones with long hair. -ewwww-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

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There Oeda sensei goes. =x Sigh. Yesterday I wish I was staying in the east so can send her off. =x -sigh- Unless I have a chance to go University of Leeds. If not I guess no chance to see my sensei anymore!!!

Quite sianified this week. Lecture, practical, lecture and more lecture. =x For once tutorial balloting went quite smoothly, since only have to ballot for 1 slot. And this week, sold two books. Two gals bought from me. Looks like muggers. How I wish I am a freshie. =x A wrong move made in the past is haunting me until now. =x I'd regrettably (sp) and defiantly say being in a relationship is the worst experience ever. Period. -sigh- So much so I don't want a relationship any more. =x Of coz things in the future no one can be sure of, but I really don't like it. Neither do I dislike seeing couples in the public. Just feel, weird la. What a pity they can't be single. =x

-My pet will receive more love from me than any guy.-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-13T16:19:00.000+08:00

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Fav photo of the moment!!

My mom says the deer looks like me. Anyway, its cute!! It knocked into my butt. Wahaha.

Btw, I shall explain what I said in my previous post. The Jap 5 and 6 thing. If I don't take Jap 5, I will piah the texbook during the hols, as long as it is before the placement test, and take the placement test for Jap6. Hopefully I can pass la if not -disappointed-. Yes I hope this is clearer. Anyway I'll be recising my Jap for JLPT 3 end of this year. =x Me need lotsa luck.

School has officially started. Lectures were ok. Microb was kinda like LSM 1102. And the practical oso. =x What else. Pharm was ok. LT 26 again. I wonder why they don't renovate LT26. Immuno was, WAH. Speaking of which, why isn't Desmond san online!!! I can ask him again about Immuno!! =x And prot structure. Maxey Chung speeds at the speed of 140km/h. =x Can hardly catch. Yet my fren fell asleep. =x Coz LT very cold. Last lecture of the week is my fav. Samurai. :p Interesting. Tho I almost fell asleep coz nothing much was being taught. And I can recognise some of the samurai pictures!! -whee-

After samurai lecture ended at 4 ytd, I decided on whim to pay a visit to my Jap teacher. Turns out she's leaving Singapore next week!! -sob sob- Good thing I went ahead with my decision to visit her. Talked in a mix of Jap and English -paiseh- for like, 1/2hr. Told sensei I went to Japan, and we launched into sort of a flurry of discussion. Waahah. And told her I was thinking of going Japan to study, and she encouraged me to go for it. Wahaha. And she gave me her email add!! Yay! And during the time at her office, Takeda sensei came!!!! -excited- Coz it was really long since I saw my senseis and furthermore I'm not taking Japanese this sem. =x How sad can it be. And Ang san told me Takeda sensei and Walker sensei might be going away after this sem. =x -sobsob- Lousy timetable arrangement of the school made last sem my sem to be taught by such nice teachers. =x -curse and swear- Gaaah. Maybe I should start looking into Japanese public unis. And decide which to go. =x

1st thing 1st. Revise on my notes this week. And devote 1hr every week to Japanese revision. =x Gaaahh.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

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STUPID FUCKING ADMIN IS OUT TO GET ME LOR!!! Why must they put Jap 5 and 6 on the same freaking day!! I can only pray they'll change the timetable for nex sem. =x If I don't take applied microb..and dev bio is not offered nex sem..I don't know what to take. =x I JUST FREAKING WANT TO COMPLETE MY JAPANESE!! YOU BASTARDS!!When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-08-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

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1st day of school was ok la. Never expected Song Keang Peng to come lecture. =x Lucky I never fell asleep. Quite 1103 I must say, the intro lecture to Microb lecture.

And I'd finally gotten back Toshiie to Matsu. Am quite bored now. Will start watching the show later. And tmr a visit to Central Lib to borrow the samurai textbook. =x I'm getting crazy le. Why spend so much time on this module. But its interesting. I think most of the time during this sem I'll be mugging in the library. =x Really hope to get my Honours. =x It's all dependent on this sem. =x If not I can probably dig a hole n bury myself alive. =x Haiz. Bushido requires one to embrace death with an open heart. =x GAAAHH. I'm not even a samurai woman btw. =x -tears hair out-

So, please don't ask me out during this semester. Not even for lunch. Thank you very much. To say the truth, I don't like outings any more leh. =x Don't know what to say to most people nowadays. =x All I can think of is to read, read, read. =x And finish watching the Jap drama. =x

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2005-08-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

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Random thoughts of the week..
I think I know why there were more widows/divorced females than widowers/divorced males who remained single until death. Especially in the past. Females THEN, do not speak of freedom. Much less they feel the need for sexual satisfaction. Alamak, they don't even have enough time for housework let alone for THAT. Females nowadays want everything, and that's why there's more wives having extra marital affairs and applying for divorce. Gaaahh. Men are different. I don't have to spell it out la. And I still don't understand why. Because I'm no male. Anyway, like I said in ZL's blog, bfs are a bother la. Guys are quite troublesome nowadays. Sue me la! #@&%^#!$&#^%&#!^#^%!$!&#% grrrr.

Had a not very auspicious dream last night. One of the Taiwan auntie actress had her food being snatched off by a flock of crows, and one of them was sitting at a nearby wall. Another of those actress took out a gun and shot dead the crow. Me being me stepped out and started scolding that crow killer. And she turned and pointed the gun at me!!! But no I didnt die. She never shoot. after she walked away, I took a spade and digged a hole and buried the crow. So sad so sad. =x

Started reading on Samurai stuff. Very interesting. So I must watch my Toshiie to Matsu and get the feel of bushido. Have to say actually The Last Samurai did not really depict bushido very well. If time permits, maybe I'll go get Kurosawa Akira's samurai shows and watch. And borrow all of Laura Joh Rowland's books. =x Gah. Going all mad over Japanese stuff again. I want to visit Japan again!! And I want to go to the various castles, take more photos and visit the museums. -I should have just majored in JS- =x

Something not very politcally correct/religiously correct point here. I realise..the English like to preach. ALOT. In the 15th century Japan, when the missionaries arrived, they started converting Japanese. It was only until Tokugawa Ieyasu came to power, the first shogun to unify Japan after a century of internal war, he excercised seclusion of Japan did the missionaries get chased out/excuted, and converts were secluded in a special quarter. That's why current Japan had only 1-2% of the whole population being Christians. My point is, I don't understand the part about preaching. No offence to any of my Christian frens la, but I just don't get it. Just take a look at the map, and the history. Christianity has spreaded itself throughout the world. Places where English (generally) had been to in the past, there's Christianity. I don't see other religions being spreaded in such a way. Perhaps religions such as Islam, Hinduism, Shintoism and even Bhuddism is quite tightly bound to a certain race, the people practising their OWN religion don't see the need to preach. Again, no offence to any Christians who're reading. =x Anyway, kudos to Tokugawa shogun who took the effort to preserve their own Japanese religion beliefs. I felt a little thriumph when I read to the part where Ieyasu came to power. Though it might not be a good thing that he practiced seclusion of Japan. There. I'd spoken my mind. =x And I appreciate the fact my Christian friends don't preach. To me, and other non-Christian friends. =p Yay.

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2005-08-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

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GAAAHHHH!!! MY cookies have failed!!! It is nothing like the cookies I'd made from the premix!!! =x However, it still taste good la. =p Just don't look like cookies we see at Mrs Fields. =x GAAAAHHH. -faint-

Still pondering over Biz Jap and Samurai. =x I'm quite horrified at the biz jap textbooks. =x But samurai is interesting!!! Am looking foward to watch Toshiie to Matsu after dl-ing eons ago but never watch. =x -sigh-

Am hoping for this Sec1 Math tuition at Queensway. =x Math wat. Shld be no problem.

Was and still am horrified at the cost of my textbooks. >US$100 for 1 book!! Gawd. =x Shall trot down to campus, go library, take a look @ the relevant books and see which one I shld buy..=x Oooohhh school is starting!! -excited- 必ず頑張ろう！

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2005-07-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

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Finally its over. MY CO career? No la, guess I just wouldn't be playing in CO any time in the future. Ahhh miss my juniors already. Photos will be up when I get myself a card reader. =x

Concert was not bad ytd, not alot of obvious mistakes, though a peep commented and pointed quite some errors in most pieces. Oh well, NJCO is mostly of very young people what. They're not bad le! =) First and last piece was the better pieces of the concert. And I agree that 红楼梦序曲, the choir is quite redundant. Can't even hear them at all. As for the orchestra, I still can't feel the sadness of the piece, though I think we played better ytd during the concert than at rehearsal. 难忘的泼水节 was good! I guess the juniors were encouraged by the fact that the concert was sold out. =) YAY! First time for NJCO concert even the gallery was filled! I hope they can keep it up. We can be the best of JC CO too ya?

A sidenote, didn't know Mr Wong has so many supporters!! Haha. Whenever he came out, the reception was WAH! And again as a peep commented, how come during a classical concert the audience were so noisy? -shrugs- And how come no one shouted Min Chao's name ah?!! =p He's so cute sia! -lalala-

My quest for cookie recipes!! Hershey's recipes!! YAY!!

Am still quite tired after talking for like, 2hrs on the fone last night. =x Recently can't really sleep until like, 1am. =x This is laggi bad. =x

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2005-07-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

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Baking cookies!! Anyone whom I KNOW is coming tomorrow for the concert will be given cookies!!! Muahaha. Coz at home also no one eat..so will be doing a giveaway!!! Again I'm using those pre-mix..I'm not that pro yet to follow the recipe la..so..hopefully you all don't mind la ok? =p

My tooth is better now!! Can chew things like..tofu? kakaka.

School reopening soon! Time to hit the textbooks!! =x

-I haven't clean the floor. =x -

Yay! ZL has done his cheesecake!! Dun worry man. It is perfectly edible. =p -applause for ZL!!-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

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MY TOOTH SPLITED!!! No wonder I was writhing in agony. No la. That's too dramatic liao. But now I am. With the dental cement thingy feeling the gap, I'm feeling constant pain in the wound. =x GAAAHHH. This is bad. =x If I still feel pain in the following 2 or 3 wks, I need a fake tooth liao la. Despite half of the teeth still there. =x WAAAHHHHHHH. =x Was whining like siao when I met WB juz now. Wahaha. -ouch-

Oohh. It's either biz jap or samurai this sem. -hoots-

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2005-07-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

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I'm in AGONY. Shame on me, the filling in my right bottom 1st molar is crumbling. Now I can't chew with my right side. Oohh oohh Monday please come faster, so I can visit the dentist. =x Horror horror.

6 days to Aurora. The pimples on my face still refuse to go away. Makeup makes pimples worse ok?? Dammit la. And my earholes are still quite sensitive. Gaaahh. What else. My skills are still as lousy. Tdy YR was listening to me, and I have to say I have a darn lousy self-confidence. I ABSOLUTELY hate it when people intentionally listen to me play. ALONE. I played quite lousily. IN FRONT OF MY JUNIOR TOO!! Albeit her playing erhu longer than me. By 1 year only what!! Somemore I don't have a proper teacher teaching me! I learn as I play along leh!! By imitating others!! Must be my imitation skills lousy la. My bow keep raising when I play. My wrists are frozen aka no smooth movements. My pitch all gone and I play like a beginner in front of YR. Felt like digging a hole and juz jump in thus killing myself. =x GAAAHHH. I MUST EARN MONEY, BUY MYSELF A GOOD ERHU AND TAKE PROPER LESSONS. -the agony of my rotting teeth filling is killing me slowly-

Saw Xiaxue's blog and this entry really tickles. As my ma always say, "Why still have stupid people watching Channel 8 show when everyone is complaining how silly the plots are?" And as I always reply,"They watch, and we don't, so we can know how silly the plots are without suffering from watching these shows! Kudos to these brave people!" (Now I'm starting to sound like Xiaxue. GAAAHH.) Seriously, I don't know why too. Why still so many people tune in to watch. To hell with those who say "Nothing better to watch.", "Should support local production what.". My foot la. Why don't support local PRODUCTS, aka Creative MP3 player? Why must everyone go for iPod?!! Give me one for free I also don't want. Support with BRAINS la. Don't everything also say support local things.

I give up editing for the entries in my photo blog. And the tag board. Wahlao. Only me and ZL. 2 tags only. What the fug. Shall upload the rest of the photos soon. Later.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

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It has not been a very good start for the week for some of my juniors. Esp gerger. =x Concert is next week, yet some of the juniors were told that its better they don't take part. It's not particularly fair to them, but there's nothing much we can do. Gerger, jiayou ok?

Am watching Aurora V vcd, and suddenly this sense of melancholy gushes thru. This year is the 5th time I'm playing with NJCO, the 3rd year I'm playing as an alumnus. If next year there's no alumni item, it really might be the last time I'm performing with an orchestra. There's a sense of belonging to the orchestra, but the juniors already have cliques and the orchestra is growing bigger, it's not easy to know the juniors as we did knowing everyone else in the orchestra in our time.

10 more days to Aurora VI.
10 more days to say goodbye to my juniors.
10 more days to mark the end of my years in CO, until God knows when.

Gaaah. Dreamt about a fellow blogger friend. Now come to think of it, I have no idea why leh. Sure was a weird dream.

Suddenly there were people who thought I'm only 15 or 16. Angel, you're not the only one. Bwahaha.

Remaining photos from my Japan trip will be put up..tomorrow? Hopefully.

I'll miss NJCO.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

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Visit here to view the photos I've taken in Japan. Only the 1st day is up tho. Be patient and the rest will be up soon! (Hopefully by Thursday latest). Ciao!!When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

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Ytd, 1st time had an outing with my NUS peeps. Angel u not counted as outing la. Yours counted as meetup. Wahahaha. Anyway, was waiting for the 2 of them to turn up at Orchard MRT, when at about 7.30 one of them called and said, caught at traffic jam near Orchard. Asked me to go Lucky Plaza to check out the price of Chongqing Steamboat. $28/person!!! Kaoz. So we ended up going Seoul Garden @ Taka. Coz 1 of them birthday ytd, and wanted steamboat, but did't want Seoul Garden initially, however we still ended up there coz I'd gotten this NKF voucher for Seoul Garden. -wahaha- So the 3 of us had a rather..funny dinner. With the bday boy talking about Friends (the show), and looking at a bunch of very very large and noisy RJC students. =x and the table behind us keep taking fotos WITH FLASH. =x Talk abt irritating. =x
Fun la. I realise I'm those type of people who are better frens with people of the current flow. Those that belong to the past..seldom keep in contact. =x Lousy fren hor. =x So my NUS frens will c me more. Waahhaa.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

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back from japan almost 24hrs ago. yupz. quite fun, n i hope can go japan some more times in the future. nothing much 2 say, juz tt things there are much mroe expensive, but books are relatively cheaper there (good thing). I dun c any manga shop leh. =x so sad. n i only saw 2 bookshops. =x WHYWHYWHY!!! that's quite an annoying thing.

I like the toilets there. Very interesting. Many things to play in the toilet, on the toilet bowl. WAHAHA. The one thing I can't figure out is, some toilets are equipped with this thing, that when u press the button, the sound of flushing toilet is heard. BUT NO WATER!!! juz sound!! I still dun get the logic behind it. And can wash one's butt juz by pressing some buttons. 2 bad i forgot to take the fotos of this interesting toilet bowls. =x

Nothing much to say liao. Will post the fotos somewhere else when they're in my lappy. 201 fotos, only abt 6 or 7 that contains me n my parents. Wahahaha.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-07-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

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WAHAHAHAH!! im now blogging from the computer terminals from Changi Aiport terminal 1..Hehe 1st time i got surrounded by so many Japanese (in Singapore la)..trying my best to erhm -eavesdrop- on others. =p wahaha. Nothing much to say, just that everyone here take care eh! Time for boarding!! =p Jya!When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-30T10:29:00.000+08:00

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Wahahaha!! Very hyper now..Coz biz Jap is taught by Takeda n Walker sensei!! YAY!!! YAY!!!! Very very happy =D

On a more personal note, I realise, I no longer have the penchant for watching movies. Like, I wanted to watch Hidden Blade, or Kingdom of Heaven, but I still missed them, I don't feel particularly bad or what, coz I can always borrow or buy the VCD. It doesn't bug me anymore that I never get to catch the show. What bugs me is the silly increase in movie tickets!! Maybe 2 years later you'll hear each movie ticket you buy on a Friday or the weekends cost $10.50. What, are they going to increase the price of a ticket to as much as it cost in Japan, ie $20??!! Why not increase people's pay first, HUH HUH!! I don't feel the service in Singapore's theatres improved, or the shows they screen are better, so I don't feel I should pay that amount to watch a movie. I can always pay more for a VCD or DVD(since THESE are the ones that are actually decreasing in price, such irony), and watch N times at the comfort of my home. Small screen, so what? I can pause and stop and resume any time I want. Anyway, watching such a big screen in a dark room with all the booming sound is bad for BOTH my ears and eyes.

There, I rest my case.

PS: Seriously, not many movies I feel are worth watching. I'm no movie critic, of coz. What I really want to watch are those indie/artsy films tho. And Asian arthouse shows. Hollywood shows, a tad too commercialised. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

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Ytd went to Vic's 21st bday party. Was quite alright, more like a frens gathering for me. Saw the gals from his class, the guys, and some GreenLink peeps! Took some fotos, and DS was as crappy as ever. And on my way home together with Joce, we were talking abt LSM things, and while talking, I was thinking of the times in NJ. And this afternoon I took out the notes we all exchanged when we were in NJ, and I realised..I missed that time alot. It's not the same talking to some foreign guy who actually dun really like local things, no matter how engaging out bickering was, it's JUST not the same when I was in NJ, when I was bickering with DS.

It's a time I cannot go back even if I want to. And I miss it very much. The innocence. And I miss..

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-25T12:02:00.000+08:00

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Today..Will be meeting Angel..and go have my ears pierced (WAHAHAHAHA), and change my handphone! Samsung E330C. Wahaha. The effects of watching Korean shows..clam-shell fones!! -lalala-When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

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I'll b off to Japan for a week starting next Saturday!! Yay!! And I can catch Tanabata aka 七夕 while I'm there. The downside is, I wldn't be able to catch NJCO in action for SYF Opening. Ah well. I can't have everything. =x

And a little confession here. Been a little crazy these days..searching online for some Korean stars. Wahaha. Angel you noe what I'm saying la hor. =p

I know it's a little expensive, but if can, please vote for Kelvin Tan Wei Lian in Project Superstar!!! He's DA MAN!! =p

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

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Little Bride aka 新娘18岁
ic3snow

Currently watching this super hilarious show. Strongly recommended for those who're looking for a not too long drama, and also want a good laugh. Cute guy and cute girl!! =p

It actually feels weird watching a girl who's the same age as me acting, and furthermore she's now quite a popular actress in Korea. Anyway, if you'd watched before Summer Scent, she's actually the sister of the rich and not-too-bad looking guy. Currently she's also starring in the movie My Boyfriend is Type-B. *Do I know any type B guys? =p*

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

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The Cheesecake that I'd made :p
ic3snow

The cross stitch that I'd done over the past week
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Those 2 were the things that I'd MADE so far in the hols. Pathetic leh. Especially tt Nokia 3200 camera. -shakes head- Time to change phone with better camera. =x Since I no money to buy a digicam. -lalala-

Nothing much to say..except that NUS is quite slow in putting up even the tentative timetables for modules for the next sem. =x I hope there's no exam clash. -cross fingers-

I am STILL procrastinating. I should start with some revision. =x GAH. The hols are just too long. =x -sue me-

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

Read what the cat says today...There's been quite a buzz about SPG's blog. Nothing much, such a girl putting up her naked photos. And that has already spawned 2 newspaper articles on The Straits Times, and articles on other newspapers, and other bloggers blogging abt it. So being abit kaypoh, I went to read hers, and other bloggers' blog. Interesting blogsphere that now then I know. Yes yes I'm sua ku I know. I'm not like some people who read others' blogs and criticise them. Spawning entries of other people who scolds them back. And these people are actually friends. Makes one wonder the definition of friends nowadays.
Indeed. Blogging is perilous these days.
When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

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I shall admit that my absence in blogging is no thanks to some person. Everytime I want to write something, the first thought would be, "Now what would this *** think." Of course, I know I shouldn't be disturbed by what the *** thinks, but I suppose, like what a peep said, "It matters alot how others think of me." How true.

Even though now I'd changed the address of my blog, it actually is not difficult to sniff out my blog. I don't write to be criticised, to be called names, just as neither of you want to. It's been one month since I felt like this, and as time pass, the feeling fades, but nonetheless it is still there to haunt me. I know some peeps will feel bad about this but its no fault of you guys ya? Anyway, this should end, and this ***, well, I can only say some people can criticise about others like nobody's business, but they don't know they too are not flawless either. Just that they never/refuse to realise. -shrugs-

Some random thoughts btw:
-I don't feel like reading English novels anymore. Somehow it seems quite foreign now to read English, other than reading reading newpapers or journals or textbooks. =x
-After buying my Jap textbook for more than 1 week, I have not finish one chapter. What is with me!! I keep procrastinating to: do Kumon math, do cross stitch, come online. =x It's only a few more weeks to school reopen! (even though I'm not taking Jap 5. But so what.)
-I have not watched Tsubasa Chronicles since Ep2. I have not been watching Japan Hour for weeks. I am contemplating to install Starhub Cable just because of that NHK channel. -gah- $15/mth!! This is daylight robbery!!
-I shall continue to be, in some people's term, "self-centered and -gasp- BIMBOTIC" while blogging. I wonder why that "B" word was applied to me. I am no Xiaxue nor am I any SPG. Is this "flattery" or what. -shakes head- Some people have weird thinking. =x

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-06-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

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OK!! After so long, I'd finally made SOME changes to my blog template. But as I was telling ZL just now, blogging isnt very much for me now. Somehow I don't feel like writing abt me n my views on things. Maybe when I am more free, and I remember what to write.

Results hadn't been very good. Fell short of my expectation by quite a bit, and the worse thing is the easier module actually was my downfall. What the hell. I shall strictly stick to my LSM modules and LAJ modules from now on. =x

Still wondering what modules I should take next semester, since they'd changed the modules quite abit for the concentration I going for.

Been slacking alot, meaning, jobless, and staying at home, doing Kumon maths, doing cross stitch (bought it @ $1 each, and bought for very very long le), going online to play games, BUT NEVER FELT LIKE CHANGING MY BLOG TEMPLATE.

For the new academic year, I shall really piah and cross my fingers.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-05-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

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These few nights had been worrying too much, thinking too much. 心配しすぎだ、思いすぎだ。Ah. And nothin much to write about. Just that, been watching Inuyasha daily, yet still havent completed it. After this would be Tsubasa Chronicles, and 世界の中心に叫ぶ. Gah. Too many doramas to watch. And I have to buy the Intermediate textbook and study by myself I suppose. Since I guess I can't take it next sem. Speaking of which, YET another clash in lecture timing between my Jap 5 and Microbiology. What the. I cannot believe this.

I'd been worrying about next Wednesday. Of course everything would have been calculated and all possible moderations have been done, but 人間 being 人間, worry is inevitable. (人間=mortals)

Going back NJC for the annual concert practices. Good seeing my juniors again, except that I feel abit out coz I'm so much older than them. Anyway, for those who're interested in Aurora VI, the repertoire is as follows: 长城随想（again), 难忘的泼水节，郑成功，红楼梦组曲，伊犁河畔（古筝), 秋湖月夜（笛子). The concert is on 29th July Friday, 7.30pm @ SCH. That's I know for now. (And I think I'm up for all pieces. -faints-)

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-05-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

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Results out 1st June 1pm. 20 days 2 know if I'll die or survive. Oh God. Actually the markings are almost all done liao. How I know? Coz when I was talking to my mentor yesterday in her lab, my lecturer for Cell Bio came and looked for her. And he sat down and talked also. And he said marking our scripts damn easy. Coz virtually no one wrote those bonus points he's looking for. =x Screwed la. SCREWED big time. =x And I bought the Pharmacology textbook yesterday too. To my horror I have to understand what the hell all those cell receptors mean and do. If not I wouldn't understand what pharmaco means. =x Horror horror. Must start studying my textbook soon. =x I shall just forget about looking for jobs, and no movies or gai-gai with frens. =xWhen I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-05-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

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Just finished watching a quite old show, Ice World aka Koori no Sekai(氷の世界) by Takenouchi Yutaka and Matsushima Nanako. Very interesting show about insurance and murder.

Nothing much to write about these days, except last Wednesday met up with lia n zl, and Thursday met up with WH n Dor. Wednesday was a day of makan makan and more makan, in the midst of gossiping and suaning zl. Ok ok, shall not suan zl too much, coz actually he's a nice person la, so much so that he just let us suan. So ah, zl, I'll try not to hurt your ego too much from now on. =p

Thursday was 7 hours straight of KTV. -gasp- and each of us paid not even $16 for that 7hrs. Just love my NJCO pple. Although there were only 3 of us, it was still enjoyable.

Something that's bothering me now is whether I should take UROPS this coming semester instead. Anyway, I shall just print out the journal articles my mentor had written, and read them.

Suddenly wish its not the holidays. I actually miss school. =x I must had been studying until mad. =x The sudden pause in activities has thrown me off the track. Time to look for something constructive to do.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-05-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

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NJCO got GOLD!! And selected to perform for SYF Opening!

Ok. Today ended my exams! But that's not enough to make me hyper. NJCO got gold. THAT REALLY made me hyper. WAhaha. Somemore we're ranked 2nd! Coz only the best are chosen 2 perform at the Opening. And we're chosen along with HCCO! And ah. HC got gold with honors. No surprise. What else. After paper ended went to Suntec look for NJCO people. But silly 95. Too many people take. So missed 1 bus. And by the time I reach Suntec. They all going liao. Only left SQ n WH 2 feel me in with SYF. And alamak. I could almost feel the feeling of ecstatic when they told me how the compre announced for the best two CO to perform at the SYF Opening. How I wish I can scream with them there. -sigh- Anyway, no one to share my hyperness @ MPSH. =x And when I was jumping around at the news, my 04 project mates were staring at me like I siao. =x No fun.

Now no need to piah liao. Dunno what to do. 4 Hong Kong and 3 Jap dramas to watch. And my Inuyasha to finish watching. Hmm.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-04-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

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New addiction. Solitaire Showdown on MSN. Of coz, then tt zl will say i cheated in 1 game. Whatever la. How can guys be like tt!!!

Last paper on Tue. Haven't finish, and can't remember. How how how.

Dunno what to say. Hope NJCO can prove themselves. Too many problems in the orchestra.

Need to go KTV desperately. =x

2 movies to watch after exams: Kingdom of Heaven, and Hidden Blade. Anyone wan 2 watch? Only this 2 shows. No other shows for me. *Tho it'd b interesting 2 c PARIS HILTON in House of Wax. But no horror shows for me. So.*

Always feel very pissed when I'm on my way home. Especially when I reach J8, and it is still very crowded. I simply cannot stand those pple strolling. WALK SO SLOW!!!! Wish I can juz step on their heads and flip past. =x Cannot la. Too slow liao and I get very pek chek.

Yeah I'd been classifed as someone who can chat with, but not study with. Interesting classification.

Oh oh. Getting adamant to just remain single forever. The more I see couples, the more I shake my head. *I fear my head will drop off* No thanx. Been there, done that. No more for me. =x Somethings are juz meant to do once, not twice, not thrice. ONCE. Enough is enough.

And zl, no chio bu blogs for u. =p

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-04-27T15:06:00.000+08:00

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NJCO tagboard!!
Go leave a tag if you're in in anyway related to NJCO!

I dunno wat to say la. Some things I juz dun understand, and will nv understand. Still am feeling quite hurt, although there's actually no need to. What can I say. I'd appreciate that none of u all leave tags asking abt it, ok?

Back to NJCO. Yes guzheng ensemble got GOLD!!! I'm proud of them, although I've not really heard them playing before, but any gold from CO is good la. Then we can zhi3 gao1 qi4 ang2 in NJC.

And NYGHCO got gold 2!! -with honours- Now, I noe I wasn't from NYGHCO, and most pple reading my blog r from RVCO, so I shall not say anything. =x But I'm proud of you, Eunice muimui!!

That's all folks. Dunno what else to say anymore.

When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---

2005-04-22T18:08:00.000+08:00

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What can I say. Dieded for 2104. I did the paper until I don't know what I was doing. What was I doing??!!! -faint- Nothing much to say liao. Shall focus on my Japanese, Intro 2 comp and 2103. =x Haiz. Wouldn't it be good if I can all get A. But. Haiz. Ok, shall not be so pessimistic. Must believe in myself. I can get my Honours. I can do my Masters. Jya.When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---