Read what the cat says today...I'm in AGONY. Shame on me, the filling in my right bottom 1st molar is crumbling. Now I can't chew with my right side. Oohh oohh Monday please come faster, so I can visit the dentist. =x Horror horror.
6 days to Aurora. The pimples on my face still refuse to go away. Makeup makes pimples worse ok?? Dammit la. And my earholes are still quite sensitive. Gaaahh. What else. My skills are still as lousy. Tdy YR was listening to me, and I have to say I have a darn lousy self-confidence. I ABSOLUTELY hate it when people intentionally listen to me play. ALONE. I played quite lousily. IN FRONT OF MY JUNIOR TOO!! Albeit her playing erhu longer than me. By 1 year only what!! Somemore I don't have a proper teacher teaching me! I learn as I play along leh!! By imitating others!! Must be my imitation skills lousy la. My bow keep raising when I play. My wrists are frozen aka no smooth movements. My pitch all gone and I play like a beginner in front of YR. Felt like digging a hole and juz jump in thus killing myself. =x GAAAHHH. I MUST EARN MONEY, BUY MYSELF A GOOD ERHU AND TAKE PROPER LESSONS. -the agony of my rotting teeth filling is killing me slowly-
Saw Xiaxue's blog and this entry really tickles. As my ma always say, "Why still have stupid people watching Channel 8 show when everyone is complaining how silly the plots are?" And as I always reply,"They watch, and we don't, so we can know how silly the plots are without suffering from watching these shows! Kudos to these brave people!" (Now I'm starting to sound like Xiaxue. GAAAHH.) Seriously, I don't know why too. Why still so many people tune in to watch. To hell with those who say "Nothing better to watch.", "Should support local production what.". My foot la. Why don't support local PRODUCTS, aka Creative MP3 player? Why must everyone go for iPod?!! Give me one for free I also don't want. Support with BRAINS la. Don't everything also say support local things.
I give up editing for the entries in my photo blog. And the tag board. Wahlao. Only me and ZL. 2 tags only. What the fug. Shall upload the rest of the photos soon. Later. When I play with my cat, who knows if I am not a pasttime for her more than she is to me?---Michel deMontaigne---
posted @ 7/23/2005 08:01:00 PM