Alvin
Angelina
Cailing
Dorothy
Eunice
Eunice mei
Hon Hwee
Jiating
Juan Hui
Julia
Katz
Li-ou
Shaopin
Siqi
Wanhui
Wee Bee
Weibin
Yongxin
Yuchun
Zhang Ting
Zhaolin
And, there's one thing I wanted to say for very long. This new song from Cai Chun Jia. Totally destroys my appetite every time I hear it. It is not strictly a new song by the way. It is a Japanese song by Nakashima Mika. And boy, does the original sound way better. Interested parties, the original is called Yuki no Hana, or "The Gorgeous Snow" (I think la). There was another Japanese song totally destroyed as a Chinese song, and it is that Kinki Kids song, "Wings on my Back". Can't help but cringing. Ah, and actually Fish Leong's Don't Want to Sleep and Cai Chun Jia's Watch the Sunrise with Me also. Totally destroyed. Gaaaahhh. I bet it is the same for Chinese version of Korean songs as well. =x No more appetite!!!
Back to Fearless. Once again I felt like crying as watching the show. I guess only such shows (like, The Opium War) will make me cry, other than shows like Quill. The sheer disgrace of a race by others is one no dignified person should take on quietly. Worse still, follow the bullies' cultures. =x Oh, my blood boils. It is outrageous.
Compare it to my silly heartbreak this morning, personal emotions are nothing. I shall move on. But I'll write down what happened.
Last week, as I wrote here, I smsed him to join us for lecture if he doesn't mind. (Of coz he does) So, today, before lecture, I saw him walking down the stairs (we came in from the backdoor, and he didn't know I was behind), walking past where my friend sat, and sat quite in front. WITH TWO GIRLS. Whether it was delibrate or not, that was it. He killed my heart at 10am today. ありがとうね、私の心が殺した。本当にありがとう。今から絶対前に行く。後ろに見返さない。*Thank you for killing my heart. Really thank you. From now on I'll only look forward, never looking back again.*
When I don't even bother to look for him during lectures, I'd have succeeded. Let's hope the process will be fast.
Been reading alot of Onmyoji books these days, I'm trying to learn to be like Abe Seimei. No, not the yin-yang way, but the calm way of dealing with things. Of course, learning yin-yang did cross my mind, but I shall settle for learning how to meditate first bah. That's part of the reason why I insist on going to Kyoto. The various shrines and temples are the major draw factor for me. Oh, to calm oneself sure is not easy. I should stop feeling flustered, irritated, angry, lost, and all those bad kimochi (feelings).
Here's a tribute to my favourite kong-fu actor:
