Alvin
Angelina
Cailing
Dorothy
Eunice
Eunice mei
Hon Hwee
Jiating
Juan Hui
Julia
Katz
Li-ou
Shaopin
Siqi
Wanhui
Wee Bee
Weibin
Yongxin
Yuchun
Zhang Ting
Zhaolin
I've been thinking, perhaps it's me, I'm the one who is not really talking him. Like, I'm always avoiding looking into his eyes when I *have* to talk to him, or I pretend I never see him. Perhaps it's my fault that's why he's not talking to me either? Maybe I should just be, just be more natural? It's kind of hard.
I thought of that time where I wrote a letter to DS everyday for about two months before I decided that it is enough and I asked Dor to helped me pass to him. He still remembers it though, and it's now something we can laugh about. Will me and him be able to do that? No, certainly not. I'm wondering if I should just write something down, whenever I feel like it, and when it is time for it to be passed to him, he'll know how I felt throughout these days? Will he bother? Can someone ask him? Yet it is so difficult. I want to believe that he doesn't know it yet, but the chances of him knowing already do not seem slim.
I've been trying to bury myself in my UROPS, in watching anime, in doing other things, yet when night comes, and especially in the day I'd seen him, he just pops up into my mind.
I'm really trying. Really.
